he was weak, and pathetic and earnest, and kind but he was that bleeding, aching, pain in my side so i took both my hands and choked him to death, forgetting the shell is as weak as the man
there is a dark room the curtains are pulled a little light penetrates behind the locked door I rarely go there except in secret moments when I know it's safe and my hardened shell can offer protection I have to be strong for the ones who rely on me but like a weeping wound my curiosity is drawn visits get fewer and fewer at some point I must stop putting my childish anger to rest