I was
different when you met me,
I had locked the other me away inside her cage
And I know you’d never met her but I’m sure you heard all of the noise she makes
Well, love, she’s out now
And I’m sorry, but she’s broken from her leash
I’ll try to tame her- but please realize
She’s still a part of me

1, 2, 3 go and run with me
Youthful girl full of misery
4, 5, 6 and I’ll **** your ****
Bat eyelashes, blow kisses til it makes you sick

Numbers, numbers won’t you tell me what I am,
Am I another number? Another notch on your belt band?
I remember how much I loved meeting all your friends
but now you’ve got me hidden like it’s something that I said

1, 2, 3 open up and see
Nothing but the bedsheets and calculus theory
4, 5, 6 can’t pick it up that quick-
You talk to me for hours but it doesn’t stick

10 years, I’m 20, you’re 30 years old
I was warm as tea but on the shelf I’ve grown cold
You’re so loud and proud- you don’t seem very proud of me
I’m sorry I’m not older
Maybe one day I could be