i'm happy now
i'd be lying to myself if i said
i'm not over you

i can breathe freely now
never believe that
the memories of our love still live in my head

i'm better off without you
you will never hear me say
i wish you were still here

i hate you
it would be stupid to assume
i still love you

I am just one of a doomed world
and I do not believe
my life has meaning.
Most people may find it hard to understand that
“our world is essentially a utopia”
is nothing but a deception, and
“society was made to fall apart”.
In thirty years time, we will be preaching to our friends that
they are not the most important aspect of our lives.
My government will realise that
my mindset will forever remain clear because
my ego
is more important than
my environment.
It will be known to everyone that
heretofore
the world consisted of nothing but happiness and serendipity in its purest form
but this will not ring true in my time.
This is a world doomed for the worst.
My elders warn me
My children will be born into a dying middle class.
I do not accept that
I will be working in a job that genuinely makes me happy.
Later in life
science will be useless.
No longer can we believe
our generation is actually going places.
It will forever be obvious that
my future holds as much as an empty glass.
It is sickeningly preposterous to assume
there is hope.

i wish i could do it over
age slower

get a chance to do it all right

(reverse poetry)

I don't think about you anymore.
I'd be lying if I say,
I miss every inch of you
Because
You are nothing to me now
And it's not true that
My entirety
Gave life to
Your love—
Always remember that
The pain we've caused each other
Is greater than
My love for you

I don't wanna talk to you anymore.
But still,
You are my friend.
You care for me.
You love me.
You are always there for me.
You comfort me.
You worry about me.
When did I ever feel that,
You're not there for me.
I always felt that,
My bestfriend.
(Now read from bottom to top)

I am just another person of an unknown crowd
And I don’t believe that
I am meant for something greater than me

Fear and guilt, rules me
NOT
Courage

I am the victim of my circumstances
I don’t agree that
I am the master of my destiny

I am here just to survive
I definitely do not believe that
I am the creator of change and beginning of a new revolution


Now, reverse the poem