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tobi Feb 2019
it’s funny that we push people away
when we want them to stay
no wonder people drink
it’s like humans just aren’t meant to think
a human without emotion
is just a robot
not knowing why you’re feeling these feelings
is worse than having a reason
i’m in habit of giving someone pieces of my heart
without referring to the return policy
but i guess i’d rather be deep then shallow
i see my reflection in my shadow
and in the end i’d rather feel everything
than feel nothing at all
mano wa Feb 2019
Pour me a drink
I want my ******* soul to sink
Deep enough to  float and chill
Maybe then i will take it easy

Maybe then i wiĺl fight no more
Maybe then it will all be smouth

Pour me another drink
I dont want my mind to overthink
About the future
Maybe i will **** things up
Wait , things are already ****** up
**** , how did they get ****** up ?

Pour me another drink ( a strong one this time )
I want to sit and overthink
About how did i **** things up ?
Was  i angry  ?
Was i reckless ?
**** no , i actually  was indifferent
So ******* indifferent .
If overthinking kills
I'm literally dying
Still my heart choose to love you
The same person
Ever since
Ellie Jan 2019
shame running through her vein
guilt as a heart beat
afraid of what she is
denying her existence
looking at the mirror
reflection of a monster
no pity to be found
sorrow all around
Breathe,
Please.
Another.
Another.
Dont give up.
Wait!
Please dont cry.
Heart,
Beat.
Again.
Again.
Oh!don't forget to breathe.
viciously ripping me to shreds thinner than paper,
My conciousness and subconsciousness
are trying to cooperate
But my mind,
Is untying every knot I've tied
With no motivation and worries.
I need help.
But if you ask me,
I'll tell you .
"I'm fine".
Describe "I'm fine"
I hate myself.
Not physical me.
Or social me.
Mental me.
She loves to plan my down fall
And laugh at my defeat.
If only she knew she holds us together
Maybe she would stop tearing us apart
Shes constantly stabbing me
In places where I'm happy,
Shes hurting me. Shes hurting we.
If only she could see
That one day, because of her there could be no we.
Is there a word to describe overthinking things to the point where what once was good and made you happy needs to end now because it will hurt more when it's time for it to leave?
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