how do you explain: i'm the one who's broken my own heart. years of allowing negativity into my cracks, tolerating it's bloom. only now trying to rip out their roots. but they have grown like weeds. manifested in my chest, tangled throughout my ribs. constricting. trying to make them love me, to make them see. now~ trying to fall back in love with myself, is really not that easy. it actually hurts more than loving any one else. because you know, more than anyone, what you're capable of. good and bad. but please, in my upmost hour of desperation, im begging myself to take myself back. she misses you. she needs you now more than ever.