i’ve loved you so deeply
that i eventually forgot to love my own

i’ve loved you sincerely
that i eventually consumed by my ego

i’ve loved you unconditionally
that i eventually broke my heart

our time was extremely short
yet i felt a lot
i killed myself to forget you
yet it was no big deal for you

Every time I drink from that bottle you gave me,
I think of you
Every time I meet someone with your name,
I think of you
Every time I look at yearbooks,
I think of you

Every time I talk with my friends,
I think of you
Every time your best friend texts me,
I think of you
Every time I try to move on,
I still think of you

Today,
I bid you goodbye.

I wish to see you again when we are slightly older and wiser,
I wish you’ll recognize me from the other side from the road,
I wish to say hi once again,
I wish we can sit and eat ice cream of your favourite strawberry flavour.

I wish we can fall in love,
So that finally, you & I will have a mutual feeling for each other.

But for today,
I bid you goodbye.

I don’t want to see,
whatever you post.
I don’t want to know,
in whose arms you’re lost.

I don’t even care,
if you’re behind or ahead.
I don’t even care,
if you’re alive or dead.

I don’t want to hear,
only lies you would tell.
I don’t want to be there,
but I do wish you well.

I don’t even care,
if you’re behind or ahead.
I don’t even care,
if you’re alive or dead.

spring has come and i don't think about you anymore
the way i did before
my morning coffee still taste the same,
but i could hardly feels you in it

it's nearly fall
i brought those candles home
with the hope of never to write about you ever again
or about us - about every dances we shared in the kitchen hall

i hope you're fine, because i am
i finally am...