Everyday
she watches him
her eyes stuck
becoming a role model
for the glue of his shoes
the glue  he practically pours on
it's trying to hold all those pieces together
the pieces falling like crushed leaves from a set of hands
it knew it had a job to do
like a mother trying to hold her family together
she doesn't have enough arms to reach out to every person who needs holding
to work her 9 to 5
to pay the bills
to take care of her parents
one of whom has forgotten her name
to pretend that her marriage is fine...
for the kids sake.
the kids who watch her sulking eyes on the way to daycare
and yes she's been told that only ****** mother's put their kids in
          daycare
but that's all she can do
so shut up
just shut up

it's like the high school girl
trying to hold her heart together
it's been broken...
like the shoes
the ones on the boys feet

I see the goal
an end
So my soul
can rend
into this life
what is bright
the light
I might just wonder
fast far from my past
lost in this mist
I smoke kush
till night pass
I keep it real
as I continue to live
failures turned to lessons
I must try again
I need it
the x factor of life
I need it
the game changing perspective that brings glories rite

You were running late when I first saw you
Your worried face is a face of a confused angel
Your presence mesmerized my longing eyes
Thank you for making me capable of emotions again, thank you.
I am filled with fleeting thoughts of you
Dreamland is where I see you
I dream while I am awake
Dreaming while awake when you're near
I miss you when you are with me
for I can't look straight at you unlike in my dreams
I think you are exactly what I want
but I am afraid of having what I need exactly
For that means, my next fear is losing you
I like it this way
I'll admire you from afar
Dream of you
Just be happy with the thoughts of you