Knock on the door of my heart and i shall open it for you do not be frighten by what you'll see. I have been trying for too long, to let you know how much i love you. But you never bothered looking further beyond that fake smile on my face. That is filled with heart breaks and doubts, for you never bothered to see beyond.
We were standing on the bus station, and i wouldn't get to see you, for so long, you said that you couldn't stay longer, and i knew why, but i still hoped.
i expected a man inside you to come out, to stand out but that man eloped. I needed a better way to remember you, but you couldn't grasp my hearts scope.
i walked away when you went in the bus, because with my sadness, i can never cope. and eaven after the bus departed, i turned around, and i trully hoped, to see my man running towards me, but that man eloped...
Crushing disappointment A dark shadow Smothering my world Clouding my mind Why ? Why ?
There are no roses Only thorns No fire, only the smoke I'm blind to your kind comfort Why ? I cry hiding behind a smile.
But you are wrong! There is a fire Behind the smoke. It's in my heart! The thorns come with roses A beautiful sight. The tears of my disappointment Just made up my mind I will try harder again and again ! I CAN !
Bad luck in a competition. 22.11.14 ...I did it ! I won !!