Here I am
trapped
beneath these waves
as water
fills everything
that you
left
behind.

Gaping holes
torn, slashed, ragged at the edges,
burning underneath
a thousand broken promises,
salt water in a wound
that cannot
(will not)
be healed.

I was
so selfish-
only thinking
of
me,
always
me,
never you,
even though
all I ever did
and have done,
was for you.

But yet,
that was what you said
that night,
with my world
smoldering
crashing
shattering around my shoulders,
dragging me
down
down
down
into this abyss,
flames snuffed out
by the water
I once loved.

And now
I'm here,
haunting the sea,
a siren
with no voice
only
a broken melody
that sounds
like
a love song
on a cracked record
scratched by a razor needle,
with your hands
spinning the
disc.

I neverrr cried to the night
But since the day you left
I cried to the stars every night
Cried to our stars
Cried to my star
To go chase yours down
And once again
Align us back together

My dear Lovely, you’re so silent
Tho I can hear your sentiment
As the moon rises on your eyes
Mind soon to be covered with lies

Coffee was not your cup of tea
But you sipped just to make him glee
Thinking that he was worth a try
But later on he said goodbye

You don’t own his lips anymore
Just please don’t ever shut the door
We once lived in desolation
We’re all victims of frustration

My dear Lovely, you’re so silent
Your body speaks so violent
Have you just thought of doing it?
For in this world is full of ****.

I've accepted ill hurt for now,
to forget 2 years,
it will take time.
but I also know I will be okay one day.
so, for now, I let the memories hurt,
and let the dreams of better days give me strength and hope.
one foot in front of the other,
taking it day by day,
two hearts forgetting each other
I keep on going.

you held me tight before i boarded the plane.
we stayed in each others arms till the very last minute.
not a single word escaped our lips,
but your eyes told me you didn't love me the same anymore.
my eyes pleaded you to not give up on us,
not to let it all go,
but your eyes didn't change.
and i knew this goodbye,
was our final goodbye.
and as i boarded the plane,
it marked the beginning of us becoming strangers,
as we went our separate ways

will someone please **** my tired body
until i fall into a million pieces
and you pick me up and put
me together again just so
you can add another
line to the tally of
girls you ****?
you *******.
i hate you.

Let this promise
   In me start
       Like an anthem
In my heart
      Will be waiting
  To start
Where it ended.

You love her too much
I envy the power of it
She doesn’t know you
You don’t know me either
But I know you
And you feel like you do know her
Until yours become the only way
To end this agony
I want to love you too
Help me to end my own agony
But its too much
Too deep and hurt
But when will we meet each other
When we’re too busy
Catching the heart that doesn’t want to be reached

where'd u put the dust bin?



numb
as
a frost bitten toe

shocked
as an unsuspected death

disbelieving
as
an accosted atheist

astounded
as Columbus
upon finding the world's horizon
other than he believed it to be.

reality

crashing
in

p. I
      e
             c

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       s





with nary
a

whisk
broom
in site.

"I'm fine,"
Is a lie
Because you left me
Dying inside