i will put on my dress and slip on my shoes
and look myself in the eyes.
me to me
saying goodbye.
goodbye to all the hatred.
goodbye to all the anger.
goodbye to all the jealousy.
goodbye to me.
i will lay down on the earth
waiting to be absorbed into the rich soil
and pray and pray and pray
that when i am rebirthed.
i am every bit as beautiful
but new.
i can't allow myself to get stuck