Every step I take is another scar on my soul,
I wish you could eat me and consume me whole
Rip me apart in pieces, till there's nothing left to hide-
I wish I could make you feel every tear that I've cried
So many words I've chained from the noose on my throat,
One whisper to wear and one whisper to choke,
Too much confusion, let us be gone somewhere,
Only a pull and you won't even see me anywhere.
How can I see through your eyes
In the hollow mask you keep
If all you do is dream about the lies
Tell me, how do you leave ?
You live with a delusion that I must be real,
An illusion someday the wounds you gave me will heal,
I cannot breathe, you caught my breath once again,
I hope the silence would be better than all of this pain
And there's no one left to tell us what we want,
I thought everyone will be gone, in a wish to haunt,
My hurt is for you to keep, too many tears I've bled
Now swallow my pain till your tears become red.
I've seen every whisper of love die
You think I've never seen you weep
If your lies are as hollow as the sky
Tell me, how many stars you need
Seek your own nightmare, I've had enough to feed,
So many questions but I've not got enough to bleed
Buried in your night is the tale of my blue sky
You know every answer but you still ask me why
Take me to your dreams and I might see more clear,
How it makes you feel when you have love to bear
I have no other reason to guess what you mean,
And all I want is that I can smile when you do scream.
I've had it all once upon a time
In the yesterdays for us to keep
Now that you're no longer mine
Tell me, how do you sleep ?
I've never seen you cry
Did the scar ever cut you deep
Now I'm the one who had to die
Tell me, then why do you weep ?
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