silvervi

silvervi Jan 29

Didn't know about it
Haven't expected these outcomes

Didn't know about it
Haven't expected these outcomes

Didn't know about it
Haven't expected these outcomes...

Another spontaneous song out of nowhere.

#subconscioussinging #singing #subconsciousmind #song #spontaneoussong

Jan 25

Immortality

blue

i failed,
please don't hate me.

tears fall,
nose aches,
throat burns.

hands tremble,
heart clenched,
lost in this ache.

my love can't defy you,
my weakness.

before the mirror,
"I'll make them proud,"
murmurs to my heart.

i failed,
please don't hate me.

the feeling when you fail your loved ones— for me, my parents, and for you, others— when you see the stars in their eyes and realize that you've stolen their shine.

#failure #vulnerability #selfdoubt #tears #heartache #weakness #reflection #love #acceptance #internal

silvervi Jan 24

Reminder #6

Just experience.
Experience what's in front of you.
See it. Feel it. Smell it. Hear it. Touch it. Taste it. No judgement. Pure exploration.

Reminder for myself to focus on the now instead of the interpretation of the now.

#experience #experiment #reminder #reminder6 #explore #live #life

silvervi Jan 24

My heart is crying loudly

My heart is crying loudly
I am ignoring it unknowingly
It has one million of words to say and scream

Why is this so hard
I am so disappointed.
Looking for light
And still not knowing what the point is.
Everyone is going to die in the end.
We all try to reach something special, my friend.

And till we die there is no correct measurement
To our life and it's success or our regret.

2nd October 2024, a search for meaning

#heart #crying #meaning #searchformeaning #life #searchforlight #raw #expression

silvervi Jan 21

Confession #2

Sometimes I want to save the whole world from loneliness.
But I know that I have to start with myself.

#confession #loneliness #saveyourself #selfguidance #insights #confession2