I hope your guilt strangles you like a Boa Constructor,
until you have no breath,
I hope before you die though that you realized,
It was you who caused your death.

Im trying to hold on
To things as hard as I can
I tighten my grip
But everythings falling through my fingers
like sand
I feel like I can't
But I'm not supposed to say that
I'm told if I believe
That I can do anything
But truth be told
Being strong
Has never been my specialty
It's just kinda a game of waiting
Wondering and hoping
Until the outcome
And when it happens
I'll have no control
As my world slips through my fingers
Like dust
Leaving me broken and lost.

There's heartbreak in the air
But nobody knows it
All tangled in my thick hair
My curls don't bounce anymore
A glance in the mirror
Reflects large dark rings
As dark as the fog
Constantly surrounding me
Giving me no choice
But to trust my instinct
All I have done
Is taken wrong turns
Run into devious traps
And find myself burned
They say I'll learn
From my mistakes
So not to make them twice
But some mistakes
Can mean my fragile life
So I'm continuously cautious
Of ones unmade
Although I think
It already too late
Can I still be saved?

I'm laying here
As the sun goes down
And asking please
Take me to a different night
Where the moon
Shines so bright
It takes away
This pain inside

I close my eyes
No more sky
And ask to dream a dream
Where I won't cry
Where I can fly
Beyond the stars I've seen
And then maybe
It'll set me free
And I will be
A better me
Than I will ever be

I'm begging now
As I drift away
Into some other place
Just let go
No one will know
And I'll be gone
I promise you
Before dawn

I am lost between
the desire love brings
and ending it all
due to the lies surrounding me
and the knowledge that
either one will end in pain
so I'll admit it to you
I am profoundly afraid
and I don't know to whom
but I'm begging
don't let me break