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I should have wrote more
the feelings you gave me
in the very beginning.
The butterflies, the heart pounding.
Now all I feel is sadness.
A constant reminder that
you weren't the one,
How I look weak and null.
You've said things so honest
For the first time I know the real you.
Knowing you would sleep with her?
Touch her, kiss her, **** her.
Things I did with you that made it special.
That made it love for me.
I suppose I've learned not all ***
is love, romance and forever.
This place is home, where I can vent.
Even if this isn't poetic..
Lord knows I'm not poetic.
I just have feelings
Thoughts and fears.
They either turn to poems
Or tears.
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
honey
[Ive been smoking a lot
and im starting to doubt
if im breathing you in
or smoking you out]

most nights I miss you
but im no longer sure
if the pain that I feel
can ever be cured

its hard to explain what its like to be numb
but its poisoned my mind
like the smoke in my lungs

now my burdens are heavy
they're breaking my bones
its weighing me down
to know im alone

but this sadness is comfortable
and I know what to do
ill collapse into it
like I collapsed into you

Ill let it consume me
and the thoughts in my head
to try and forget
the words that you said

but no matter hard I try
to wash you away
I see smudges of you
on me everyday

[and now I lay like you once did in my bed-
I lie like you
Im lost in your head]
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
WickedHope
Don't we all want
to be held
while we cry?
I'm alone.
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
WickedHope
I miss the way you would hum to me
with your lips moving on my bare back...

I miss the way you'd look into my eyes
from above, me on your bedroom floor...
Why is it the later it gets, the more my singularity *****?
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Public Diary
"Careful chief, if you dig up the past all you'll get is *****"

I got ****** knuckles
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Public Diary
loads five in the cylinder and spins it before locking it back into place

*pulls trigger
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Noxx
Untitled
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Noxx
You were always so critical of yourself.

You hated your legs and called them sticks but to me they were a forest I'd like to soon get lost in.

You likened your love to a candle but this candle was my sun.

You said your voice was a soft purr but to me it was a roar that was heard on every ******* frequency from dogs to whales.

In truth we are nothing, nothing but buzzing among the endless sounds of the macrocosmos. But to one you are everything and that was all that mattered.
wuuuuuuut
 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Noxx
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 Jan 2015 shosho Rea
Noxx
9
1) I am very observant

2) I am a very good listener

3) I dont get in the way of things, I'll let you do your thing

4) When you're sad you'll find me with my hands out reached towards the sky gently plucking the glistening stones from the endless obsidian, just to give them to you. "They remind me of your eyes" I'll say.

5) I like to go out on dates.

6) I'll never forget the first time we kissed.
(Beneath the resplendent moon and underneath the flower laden fence at our friends 18th birthday. Me in my Black suit and silver bowtie and you in your black spotted dress with your frilly head piece)

7) I can be that sweater in the back of your closet that you never really take out. Just there waiting and watching but always ready to be worn when you need it.

8) I will love you more than light loves the day more than the moon loves the sky I will love you more than silence. More the summer sunday afternoons.

9) I will write you vague poems, just so I can tell you I love you.
and I hope you keep loving me too.
Please
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