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PawanTube Jun 2019
never before I talked to myself
never before it needed but today,
it all happened.
all I have but why it seems everything is far apart.
to whom I fight.
to whom I disappoint.
to whom I love.
and to whom I share all.


what's a pathetic moment is?
attention outward the cage, how would it rid outta.
the  concessive mesh
not letting to come out
and an impressive flesh on limbs
this thought doesn't fade

I ashamed of what it happened.
if there's something left to see a cause
and that's only the regret...


"so be proud and love your regret much as you can until your realize possess to a   cause"

b:- PawanTube
never before it needed

but today, it all happened

all I have

but why it seems everything is far apart


to whom I fight

to whom I disappoint

to whom I love

to whom I share all.



what's a pathetic moment is?
attention outward the cage, how would it rid outta.
the  concessive mesh

not letting to come out

and an impressive flesh on limbs

this thought doesn't fade

I ashamed of what happened.

if there's something left to see a cause

and that's only the regret
PawanTube  May 2019
virtual
PawanTube May 2019
neither it’s lit nor it’s
worth to say
that something we’d
have to pay.
the most expensive in the world,
yet upto, no more hope we’d gain.



like a spider searching
their prey on mesh,
we' been searching
beauty on flesh.
why make presumption on
someone's characters,
when phrases complie to faith.
not every men knows
mirror on the witnesses,
makes pretend to fall.
accept it things we're looking for
is "VIRTUAL"

by:- pawanTube
07/05/19
PawanTube  Sep 2019
Free of cage
PawanTube Sep 2019
I questions myself do I still really love you
Or it's just my attraction on you,
Or it's just my addiction of you,
Or it's just my aesthetically love on you.
That overflown through out my heart
Maybe it's kinda hard to ask himself
When everything's being ok
but next we'd fallen apart
I think I'm fool all around
But don't you think, I won't abound
I'm ****** up with my own life...

I heard that you're busy with someone.
I saw you in another's root
I saw you're in another arm's
Long rides on bike.
This things you did to hide the truth
crews on you, I heard of you
Twice I'd forgotten cuz I believed on you
But again you did the same.
This things makes me sense of looser,
What I say next?
cuz you don't have a time
To understand my feelings
How far i believed on you
How far I loved you...  
Love makes us on Expectations
You'll do something for me
Of what i need.
aren't you have a time
To rang my phone...
But you aren't?
I do all the things for you,
But did you ever thought for me
Yet, This **** hasn't flies to you...

To whom may I believe ?
Should I wait up for your next call ?
I can't escape my feelings it's true!
there's you right next to me...
Cuz I wanna be with you
I don't wanna remembering of you
But this **** feelings supposed me to do.
It's has been well said
In such a cruel world,
there's no one to believe on them too.
You put a smile on my anger
You're looking up for me I'll  back
I'm ashamed of being sorry everytime
I'm tired of looking myself on it.
I left you to your own way
I don't face it until it's overwhelming response
Go get your life,you're free of cage
-SORRY-
By:-pawantube
!! 20-09-2019 !!
I questions myself do I still really love you
Or it's just my attraction on you,
Or it's just my addiction of you,
Or it's just my aesthetically love on you.
That overflown through out my heart
Maybe it's kinda hard to ask himself
When everything's being ok
but next we'd fallen apart
I think I'm fool all around
But don't you think, I won't abound
I'm ****** up with my own life...

I heard that you're busy with someone.
I saw you in another's root
I saw you're in another arm's
Long rides on bike.
This things you did to hide the truth
crews on you, I heard of you
Twice I'd forgotten cuz I believed on you
But again you did the same.
This things makes me sense of looser,
What I say next?
cuz you don't have a time
To understand my feelings
How far i believed on you
How far I loved you...  
Love makes us on Expectations
You'll do something for me
Of what i need.
aren't you have a time
To rang my phone...
But you aren't?
I do all the things for you,
But did you ever thought for me
Yet, This **** hasn't flies to you...

To whom may I believe ?
Should I wait up for your next call ?
I can't escape my feelings it's true!
there's you right next to me...
Cuz I wanna be with you
I don't wanna remembering of you
But this **** feelings supposed me to do.
It's has been well said
In such a cruel world,
there's no one to believe on them too.
You put a smile on my anger
You're looking up for me I'll  back
I'm ashamed of being sorry everytime
I'm tired of looking myself on it.
I left you to your own way
I don't face it until it's overwhelming response
Go get your life,you're free of cage
-SORRY-
By:-pawantube
!! 20-09-2019 !!
PawanTube  Jun 2019
moment
PawanTube Jun 2019
How’s this MOMENT like
Bad b!tches is on my fate,
Happiness avoided far apart
And the expectation lies far.
These dam* world,
Who amenable for this!
No one, to see himself instead...

Why we still barely hanging on,
This ****t worse thought

Let the rush of your sea-shore,
Stumble to that  MOMENT
Is the only thing you step up.
Lit up your moon of heaven
Let it possess the time
Until it possessed...
To show the world who am i.
  

           By:-PawanTube
PawanTube  May 2019
live
PawanTube May 2019
Feeling alive
Switching camera to see her live
Starting'em in a portrait view
Like we got bounty in those loving eyes instead.
Desperate, but eager to start conversations.
Curiosity to obsession
Here curiosity never ends
And obsession never get lost..
--By:-pawantube--
23/04/2019

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