Let me go if I am an option,
Let me go if I am not worth your time,
Let me go if I don't matter to you,
Let me go if I mean nothing to you,
Let me go if you can't make time for me,
Let me go if you are ingoring me,
Let me go if we aren't fated to be,
Let me go and you can be free.

Dark grey clouds fill the sky
Strong winds blowing in every direction
Walking alone with nothing to cover myself
I continued my journey in the rain
Drip-drop comes the downpour
Hoping the rain would wash away my pain
It just added more and more pain
No shelter around I pressed on
As the raindrops fell from the sky
I feel hurt
The more I venture the more hurt I felt
Until I arrived at my destination I feel safe
Ending off my journey, I only got scars from the rain.

In a world with infinite choice
In a world with limited space
The moonlight shines bright
You're the one I choose to embrace

There are many fish in the sea but I chose you
The one I see filled with beauty and grace
I still can't read my own feelings
But a smile says it all

In my own reality, I still don't know what love is
Would you show me the way to true love?
Show me what is in your reality
One day we can fly over the horizon

And still in my own reality I still don't know how to love you

I'll leave you be...

day by day enduring mental and physical pain
what does it feel like to lose yourself?
what does it feel like to lose your mind?
feeling breathless and not able to think straight
hyperventilate and feeling pain in your chest
your heart starts to feel pain as well
worried that you won't be able to carry on
even for days to come