i'm trying my hardest to reconnect with old flames,
but it's nearly impossible when they either only talked to you because they wanted to *******,
or decided that finding another high was more important than holding onto a friendship.
i can't count all the friends i lost on one hand,
the sad reality that people do leave,
no matter how often they tell you they'll stay.
i'm trying my hardest to reconnect with old flames,
but nobody wants anything to do with me anymore.
i let someone in & they broke me. i thought i had a best friend & they chose a **** over me. i lost every guy friend i had once i fell in love. i lost every close friend i had once i decided that i didn't want to do drugs.
i need someone again.