First I fell in love,

                                     But then I fell out.

I saw someone taking your picture today.
You looked amazing.
I'm glad someone saw your beauty and captured it,
because I've tried countless times in my words
and in my art,
but nothing I do can truly show how special you are.

Waves have a very distinct sound.
When you hear that crash,
You know you're at the beach.
The same goes with thunder.
When you hear the rumble,
You know it's storming.
And I know that when I hear your voice I am not alone, because you are here and you are listening.

Think of the stars
You may think of shimmering lights in the sky while I think of her.
In the darkest times she would give us light.
On the gloomiest nights she would be watching from afar only peeking out for a second to show she was there.
And when you needed her most, she would shine the brightest and lead you safety.

Suicide and romance, two words that should not go well together. But they do because someone decided that when teens **** themselves they are just angels that want to go home. I was no angel, and my death will not be romanticized. I didn't need a boy to come kiss my scars, or for someone to save me from myself, all I needed was for someone to believe in me. I guess its too late for that now. I wish i could say i'm sorry but being miserable is no way to live. I'm not sorry for wanting to end the pain, I'm just sorry you got caught in the wake of my death...

I remember when we met,
We talked
We laughed
We fell in love.
I remember our first date,
We smiled
We kissed
We fell in love.
I remember when you asked me
how long I'll love you
I said always and meant it.
I loved you yesterday
I love you today
I'll love you tomorrow.
I even love you now
as you pull the trigger
to the gun pointed at my head.