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1.4k · Jul 2017
Sweetheart
Lunar Jul 2017
Monday, 24 July,
10:02 PM

I was asleep for a while on my study desk
until suddenly I stomped,
remembering that
I haven't texted you all day long.

I was looking for your name in the list
I supposed to named you "Sweetheart"
and I was looking for "Sweetheart" at first
and there was no such name.

till I remember that I've changed it
to "Stop", since you left
It was a friendly reminder for me
to stop texting you

How stupid am I?
I forgot that
we're now no longer together.

Then I take courage
and looking for "Stop"
and found out that
there was another girl
in your profile picture


I am no longer your sweetheart –and so you are
and by that time I know
I really have to stop
It feels like we're still together
1.3k · Aug 2017
Note to Self
Lunar Aug 2017
the most important thing is;
be humble

humble enough to know that
you're still learning.

humble enough to know that
you must work hard to get something.

humble enough to know that
a simple thing could means everything.

humble enough to know that
you're not better than anybody.

and humble enough to
be kind to everybody.
1.2k · Jul 2017
Stockholm Syndrome
Lunar Jul 2017
"Do you still love me?", he looks at me deeply,

I feel empty yet full of emotion.
I can't look at him in the eyes. I just can't.  
I kept my head down for a view moments,
and tried not to cry.

'You always knew how much you meant to me, but it's always like I meant nothing to you.
You really knew how much I struggled, and you really don't even care how it hurts.  
There's nothing but pain left inside me when you said that you love me.
CAUSE I WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE YOU DO, YOU *******!


Then, I looked up to his eyes,

"Yes.."

I answered.
989 · Jul 2017
Evergreen Last Leaf
Lunar Jul 2017
As the evergreen's last leaf falls off,
memories come in flashes,
and I really hate it when
the memory of you comes back.

My mind turns to the scene
where you saw her with an explicable way;
like she's your one.

I was your shining star,
but now she's your sunshine.
I know that night might one day pass,
yet I never knew the sun would rise this soon.

Our heart didn't beat as one anymore
as you found another heart that
beats more beautiful than mine.

You used to love me
like I was the only girl in this universe,
You used to treat me
like I was a princess and you were the prince.

Yet I was never your princess, wasn't I?
I was only daydreaming about us, a future us.
And it's such a pain to wake up
in a reality that we are now strangers.

I often told you that,
I love you with all my life
and I want us together till death do us apart.
And you told me so

"You know how much I love your, right?", you asked
I was too innocent, thinking that you really love me.
I loved you too much,
and by that you start treating me
like I could never leave you,
like I was an option,
like I was a ****,
and because of that, I began to doubt.

You know what?
I just found out that
love has the expiration date,
and remembering about
how long has it been since you said that thing,
it now makes sense


I prayed for your happiness,
and if happy means you and her
I'm happy for you.
429 · Jul 2017
I Love
Lunar Jul 2017
I love seeing you seat comfortably in silence, with a cup of coffee in the sofa at days
and I love it more when you talk to me at our bed time, with whiskey and chivas, telling me a lot of stories that I don't even understand

I love seeing you wear a tidy suit and tie,
and I love it more when you made it a little messy to look **** in front of me

I love when you kiss me forehead gently
and I love it more when you crave for my lips like you can't breath and I'm the oxygen.

I love when you tell me that I look nice in a fancy dress,
and I love it more when you tell me that I'm the most beautiful girl in this whole world when I'm in a pajamas

I love hearing you saying that you still love me,
and I love it more when you look at me like you really did

I love you when you're sober
and I love you more when you're high



I love



           the way



                           it lies

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