Sunday morning
the world is so silent
but I hear the struggle inside,

Sky is glowing
just get in the car
I don't care if they're looking for us,

Scared of running
but when was the last time
you felt like it's worth a try,

God is laughing
as we keep on planning the future
but who decides?

Who decides?
It's a twisted fantasy life but
who decides?

Who decides?
Is it only a day or infinity waiting for us?
who decides?

Wake up in the middle of the night
wishing I could stay forever in the calmness of the stars

Those eyes, those eyes stare back
and they beg me to pretend
that I can survive another...

Day in, day out I can feel
Sanity is sleeping through my fingertips

Those eyes, those eyes stare back
searching for the girl who promised
everything is gonna be alright...

And I tried to show, I tried to show you
That no one will hold you, no one will hold you
Now winter's coming and the questions are burning

What do I know?
Where do I go?
Don't know this path
But I'm moving so fast
Do I regret?
Can I forget?
the promises I made myself
before I got that far a head....

Why I have to walk this road again and again
Oh boy it's hard to put an end to this pretense,

I tripped so many times on my way to your heart
Before I realized that I couldn't get that far,

Oh, how can you be so naive my friends always scream
Just erase every image of this boy in your dream,

Don't worry, don't wrestle, just the thought of his name
It's enough to put you through a new wave of pain,

If he ain't gonna do it I will craft a kinder world
I'll get my hands ***** in the name of that love

Can't tell you where my mind is
but I know where your heart lies

This is not a tale of woe
But on that day my soul grew lonely

Ghosts of the past are so **** real
Projections of the future make me wanna kneel

I abused my heart to make you feel wanted
Now I have to keep busy to forget how daunted
every inch of my soul is

I will play my role of an underdog
I'm trained to bring illusion
but when the smoke clears, I am right back where I was

Did you think it was just a game
If you were not here to stay
Why even show affection
when I'd had to deal with your rejection

Poison rain and yet I stayed
Dreamed of days and times that were fantasy made,
All the signals
But that was me,
He loves me
But he loves them more you see

Drifter,
let's talk about the drifter
just a temporary fix
and you can always predict,
Drifter,
let's talk about the drifter
I can smell his next stop
I'm a quitter
I can hear the guns drop

Diamond promise that I made
Walking on glass,
what's the fuss?
I know that I had to pay
He was a drifter
But that I know
Maybe he loves me but he loves them more

Drifter,
Now I'm a drifter
just a temporary fix
Can you try to predict?
Drifter,
now I'm the drifter
I can see my next stop
I'm a winner
It's the past that I drop

Look in the mirror
There's something alluring about imperfections
You find that little face of yours amusing
Madly looking at attributes that don't matter
While your disturbed mind suffers
restlessness, illusions and incoherence;

Look in the mirror
Every wrinkle, every little crease is an untold story
that could astonish
anyone who's willing to get close enough,
slide deep enough
Dedicate a millisecond to observe
the beauty behind the screen
Beauty non-volatile

Six feet under the snow

I decided to bury my feelings,
“Are you really that cold?”
Oh, you’re so surprised with my revealings,
Heart in the pocket, a retired soul
Never been able to reach its goal,

Rising or failing, the angle’s so steep,
Six feet under the snow

They’re buried too deep.