Some human beings are just rotten flowers in a broken vase.

Monday we had eye contact
Tuesday you granted me a smile
Wednesday you were left unnoticed
Thursday I saw you perform on stage
Friday, I'll admire you from a distance
In the weekend I'll miss your dimples
And during the nights I'll be seeing your face,
floating through my head again and again

To just
Start all over

Sometimes I think about our bodies
discovering new worlds
Sometimes I dream about our lips
always and again touching
And then I realize we were never
what I thought we were
For there were unspoken words
lingering between the air
of our hot bodies
When we sighted of relief
it didn't felt true
It never really did
So I think,
this is my break up letter to you
At least it isn't a text

It's hard to believe that we were once so little and small
innocent and kind, believing and open-minded...
When now everything has turned upside down
and you are just an idiot, wandering through this earth
and I am aware of the fact that this isn't right,
but I can't help it, I'm sorry I hate you.

"Are you okay?"
- "Define okay."

When the sun goes down
and your face it frowns
and your lips say words
you insult and curse.
I try to wipe away the tears
I love you baby,
for all these years.
Why aren't we meant to be?
I want to be your queen,
but I know what I did was wrong
and I bet you knew it all along.

Mirror mirror on the wall, I won't save you when you fall.
For you only recognise the old me, vulnerable and small.