i would never ask you to return to the hell that is my mind, but i can't help but resent you for leaving me alone in here.

you drilled a hole in my heart
and left it there
     naked
       open
         vulnerable

Late night thinking
Unblinking and sinking
Rethinking my choice of words
It's absurd
Everything is so blurred
Fragments shifting through holes
I take on all these roles
What lost souls

Late night thinking
Tinkering with memories
I need remedies
These fragments slash through flesh
Fresh wounds fester
Exposing new memory holes

Late night thinking
Should I have said that
Combat of my mind
Memories become no mans land, blind
Confined within the crevices of my mind
I just want to unwind
Let's leave all this behind

Tomorrow, perhaps, you may find
Some peace of mind.

Our love is the moments when time slows and we simply breathe together, and I can feel our heart beats whisper to each other.