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Nicole Normile May 2011
you think you've found your place
with the hyped up girls in outer space
come back down
come on girl, hold your ground
you've lost yourself
yet to someone else
you're flyin' round' with a fake
she's a lie to you, a mistake
we used to sit round
talkin' ****
so come back down
to where we used to sit
Nicole Normile Apr 2011
moving forward
pushing so hard
to be something more
moving forward so quickly
so far from being sickly
in the past
the horrid things that didn't last

moving forward
farther and farther
from being so unsure
catching truths
while still in my youth

moving forward
from crimes and lies
from superficial friendships that only die
being my own
learning to be independent
learning to be alone

moving forward
far from that dark need
of anyone other than me
Nicole Normile Apr 2011
all these years
holding a fool
drying his tears
the fool walks off
but always comes back
because being held keeps him on track

he'll go and explore the world and live in illusion
and when all goes wrong
I'll hold him til he finds his solution
only to watch him run off again
leaving me to wonder when
he'll return

with my arms wide open to hold
he'll come and go as he pleases
knowing I'm there when he gets cold

so being the fool that he is
doesn't think he needs this
doesn't think he's naive
doesn't even know how to believe

he's a fool
with a limb to lean
doesn't think what would happen
if I was no where to be seen
Nicole Normile Mar 2011
a bite of an apple
a sip of a snapple
a flick of the tongue and
spring has sprung

some time outside
a lovely ride
it's a wonderful day
to rest in the hay

hours in the sun
before the day's done
I'm frolicking in the park
until way passed dark
Nicole Normile Feb 2011
I've come to see
that I feel fear almost constantly
it's the fear of losing all I love
because it's seems to me
that people disappear so quickly

daddy's dead
who's next?
more worries in my head
don't think about it
it was so long ago
but still I'm lacking hope
because so few stay
because everything good goes away

and never mind falling in love
did it once
and broke my heart
at first so fun
forgot about life for a bit
but I always over thought it
failing to be
everything he wanted to see in me
after a year so intimate with each other
he moved on to another

how crushed I was when he went
for days lied in bed blaming myself
for not being as good as his someone else
for not being everything he wanted in me
and for not looking like what he wanted to see

from this my fear of losing love progressed
relationships always leave me a mess
so forget trying to hold on
to someone who so soon will be gone
you can trust so few
and even when you do
they just may
break you in every way
or if you're too attached and they die someday
you're broken
always broken
Nicole Normile Jan 2011
it was a moment in space
a second in time
a look in the face
a giggle, the thought
of letting our hands get caught

oh, what a beautiful person
we lie so close together
oh, it's been so long, feels like forever
since we've truly held each other

I mustn't get too caught
after all the past tears I've fought
but it's so easy to forgive his past lies
maybe it's just those hazel eyes

and I can't resist
his sweet kiss
those little lips of his
up and down my tummy
oh, his love is so yummy

nights spent being held
his warmness makes me melt
so sweet
so sincerely
now I remember why I loved him so clearly

because way back when
he was mine
way back when we were intertwined
but we had forgotten all that
it's just so far past

it was a first love thing we made
that turned into so much more
I never thought it would be regained
after he closed the door

but here we are
all cozy and sweet
here we are
once again, our hearts meet
Nicole Normile Jan 2011
trying to forget
all I feel
side thoughts of regret
I don't like what's real
at night my fantasies take me away
but I try to forget them every day

I can't see straight
and I suppose it is now a bit late
I'm just so far gone
from early on
a point in which
I could stand up-right
but now I've fallen so far from light
and still pretend
with my tired mind, lacking sleep
that everything's fine
maybe it is
but I'm so deprived
and numb
I can't even tell
if it's all done
because it was only a moment ago
in which it had begun
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