You're so alone
and I know exactly why.
I had to hate you
but I couldn't even try.

This miserable sod had become
a stupid **** who thought after doing.
But this stupid **** wouldn't be free
and now it's me he's pursuing.

Did this man really have it all?
Was I his only one?
I don't think he knows that with me,
He's won.


N. Hedges

This is for that boy
Who sings
Whose voice
I don't want to miss

This is for that boy
Who hums softly
His favorite song
While sitting beside me

This is for that boy
Who gets shy
When he sings in front
And I wonder why

This is for that boy
Who sings
And my heart swells with pride
Whenever I hear him

This is for that boy
Whose voice is so beautiful
That I can't get enough of
'Cause it makes me whole

This is for that boy
Whose voice sounds so sweet
And it makes me smile
Without me noticing it

This is for that boy
Who can make me blush
With just one song
With just one smile

This is for that boy
And I want to say
I'd do anything for
That voice to say my name

This is for that boy who sings
Whose voice I always want to hear
That boy who made me fall for him
Whole, he made me.

With just one song
With just one sweet grin
And in that moment, I knew,
My heart fell for him.

Student Death**

Heavy, heaving hearts surround us all
the tone is now sombre
and everything is inappropriate.

A solemn tweet,
a status update.
Its all just empty comments made on preconceptions
of society's expectations.

I did not know you dear angel,
but nevertheless,

My thoughts and feelings are with your family and friends.
Sincerely.

N. Hedges

You said I like you
I feel better for it

N. Hedges

It feels
easy
free
ridiculous
amazing

But this is all ending.
Feelings pulled apart by
rivers and roads

The feelings weaken
and I weaken.
A solitary tear escapes

N. Hedges