you smile all the same
but send shivers down my spine
your laugh has the same tune
but fills me with an empty sensation
your eyes sparkle the same constellation
but stare into my soul
you charm a way into my hardened heart
but exited the same entrance
you say I love you
but never mean it

I've lost track of my emotions
Am I happy
Am I sad
I can never decide
Each day merging with the last
Succession of regret
A recession of myself
Take me back
Back when I could still feel

writing is my salvation
but freedom has a price
leaving my heart open
Already been broken twice

leave me be
Drowning in a shallow pond
Cries slowly filling the air
Fresh cuts gushing blood
leave me be
As I forget who I am
Embracing the pain
leaning on my own shoulder for support
Just like its always been
i make the last cut
Collapsing on the blood stained tiles
And my eyes go dark

take me from the place
That's caused me much pain
Sweep me off my feet
That carries me to your arms
Block out your voice
That lured me to my demise
Opaque my vision
That drove me crazy

Help me escape
From this pit my desire left me in