Naeem

Naeem Jul 2020

Reality

I know I'm nothing special
Not a force to be reckoned with
A Trojan without a hidden army
Just an average person
With average desires
An over-performing imagination
Takes away the pain
When life gets blurry
My kind opens up
And I dissappear for a while

someone take me away from here

#alone #lonely #sad #heartbreak #reality #imagination #suicide #dream

Naeem Jul 2020

Loop

This tear lay still on my cheek
As my mind moves around my coffin
A death bed of my own design
being buried alive with no one to help
Crying out your name
Everyday the same nightmare
Spiraling out of control
Yesterday is my tomorrow and today already happened
Someone just put me out of my misery
Please

I'm so tired

#lonely #heartbreak #sad #suicide #die #death #alone #cry

Naeem Jun 2020

Reality

Feeling 6ft under
When I'm 30000 feet off the ground

Naeem Jun 2020

Lonely Lover

I learnt to run faster
To distance from my problems
Stockpiling boxes on boxes
Locking away my emotions
I practised the jab
Fighting to get these thoughts out of my head
I stop over-caring
Ended up forgetting how to feel
But the one thing I'll never do
Is confront what's bothering me
Knowing the answer is always y

#alone #loney #sad #heartbreak #love #depressed

Naeem Jun 2020

Weird Times

I keep dreaming of flashbacks
That reminisce about the future
I keep looking ahead
At days already long lived ago
I keep seeing your face when my eyes close
A face I'm yet to meet
I keep fighting each day
When the war has already been lost

What's wrong with me?

#alone #disappointment #heartbreak #paradox #weird

Naeem May 2020

I hope you find it...

Seems we're all searching for love
In a society fueld by heartbreak
Hope running dry in search of a better day
Before I take my life away

I just need a single reason
To wake up tomorrow

#love #hate #depression #sad #heartbreak #lonely #alone #suicide #life

Naeem May 2020

Leftover lover

Lately,
there's been too many conditions
On unconditional love
Too many questions asked
On unexplainable emotions
Too many lonely nights
Under a roof so many sleep
Too many second chances wasted
On a hopeless romantic like me
It's about time I finally left it all
you already knows there too many reasons
But I'll name only 13...

13 seems too little

#alone #lonely #sad #cry #heartbreak #loveless #suicide #death