There is always a reason to smile
Just step back for a while
Close eyes, breathe deep
No worries to keep

Breathe in, think.
The baby in the neighbor that wink
Breathe out, laugh
Remember a big smile of giraffe

Don't hesitate to grin
Play your favorite song, and sing
It's okay to make face
Give everyone a warm embrace

And when you walk in the aisle
Share to everyone your smile
Be their source of happiness
When everything gets so mess

The Rules of Woman
These should be done with all of your heart
And do not forget
Should not
Do the work of men
You are allowed to
Cleaning
Washing
Cooking
Be stuck, not to
Polo, pants and T-shirt,
Nor
Crop tops, shorts, sleeveless
But, wear your pride with
Blouse, dress and skirt
I know it's perfect
It defines you
Be vocal
Shows no respect
Be educated, do not
Cuss, nor swear
You can
Love
Only boy, do
Not just
Try to kiss a girl
And you will be have a happy life
This is the rules of Woman.

If the universe is fair
There will always be a happy pair

Love will be back to you
When you love him too

You will live with your dream
Live it with no pain and scream

Everyday you are happy
Your cup is always full of tea

No one will have a sad face
Looking for happinesa like a race

If the universe is fair
No one will risk and dare

This world will be a monochrome
Ugly like an old gnome

The universe may not be fair
But at least you learned to care

This is world

In the eye of no one
In the eye of 22

Kindness is selective
If I benefit more from you
I'll lend a hand

Children are matured
Adults have tantrums
Both get hurt
With stupid words

I bow not to respect
I bow to check
My phone vibrates
Then rang twice
***? Cool!

She loves him
She loves her
He loves him
This is love

The world is not dark
More than I thought
It's a colorful rainbow

It is not good
It is not bad

This is world

This is who you are.
Beautiful—
No. You are not.
You are Ugly.
To be specific
You are a girl full of insecurities.
You are a girl full of envy in veins—
Yes. You are.
Are you Self worth?
Are you Confident?
You are not.
Are you the girl who always compare herself to others?
Are you the girl who cannot standout?
Are you the girl who cannot make her own light?
Yes you are.
Are you loved?
No.
You are not wanted.

Beautiful and transparent
Lightweight and floating
Pops to make everyone happy
I envy bubbles

I wanted to become a bubble
Showing off transparently
Telling myself I'm pretty
Without judgement from anybody

I wanted to become a bubble
Flying so freely
Going up up up, highly
Makes people so bubbly

I wanted to become a bubble
When the pressure is on me
I will burst, quietly
Leaving my space lovely and empty

I wanted to become a bubble
I'm scared to be a bubble

I am too happy
        to write a poem,
Words can't describe my feelings

I am too busy
         to write a poem,
Crumpled paper on the floor

I am too sad
         to write a poem,
My mind is not here

I am unmotivated
        to write a poem,
I need motivation

I have too many excuses
          why I cannot write anymore,
but I want to, i just cant

"Click!" the door says.
As I open it, our eyes met.
Is this "Love at first sight" what I felt
Or it is just the cold wind that makes my skin shiver?
I walk fast to the blue you--
Eyes full of emotion, skin so soft
Nose that cringe and lips can I kiss-- kiss?
Alas! Is this love?

Time's hands run so fast.
3 years and I'm still mesmerized--
Your presence makes my stomach ache,
Your looks always makes me melt,
Your voice, Oh! my favorite sound.
Tell me, do you ever felt that to me too?

Sometimes you asks
"What's the universe plan?"
You wonder,
People around you move forward,
Then, you are here —
Still here
Stuck from the beginning
Time passes,
But still in the beginning.
You did your best
But then you ask
"Did you really do your best?"

People say "Calm—
You are where you are right now
Everything are according to life's plan"
I hope I can choose my place.
I hope I can choose the battle I can fight.
I hope that life didn't choose me for this.
I am doing my best to follow the life's plan.
Or maybe I am not

As I lay my back
Under the beautiful night sky,
I always see your face.
Your eyes like black hole,
Smile close to crescent moon.
The light face like sun.
You have eight moles, right?
Three aligned under left eye
One under your crooked nose
Above your right arching eyebrow
Another near your deep dimple
Lastly, inside your right eye.
Mercury. Venus. Earth. Mars. Jupiter.
Saturn. Neptune. Uranus. Don't forget,
Pluto is in your jaw.
I know it's funny, isn't?
That I see the universe.
Everytime I glance to you,
I want to cup and
Hold your face of galaxy.
But please, always remember this—
You're not my Milky Way
More than that, you are
My green mountain of trees,
My floating dandelion in summer,
My calming sounds of rain—
You are not just Universe,
You're my love, my Home.

Tonight
I'm wearing a black see-through dress
I looked in the mirror, I thought I will see myself
Brown skin
Short legs
Fat bellies
My insecurities
But I know this is not me, I know
I take a knife and peel myself
I started to my ring finger
Skin stretched to my elbow
I'm not crying
I'm hurting
Blood's dripping
Tears are not falling
I thought I have a fresh red flesh
But it is black
Blacker than black
And I'm laughing
Because this is me, the real me.
How did this happened?
Maybe I breathe the air I thought that was air
Or drink the water I thought that was water
Or eat the food I thought was food
Or maybe..
I was rottening in hell. Alive.
But this is me. The real me
And my skin covers more than what I know
And my dress cover more than my insecurities
And myself covers myself
Tomorrow
I will not wear my see-through dress again

It is the brightest moon
That makes me remember your smile
A smile that lights up my dark night
As I see your smile,
I see myself
Myself with you forever.

Her touch makes me warm.
I came back from the coldest fight,
She rub her hand and heat me up.
Told me I deserved to rest but not to quit.

Her words makes me cry.
Every day she shout the bad ones,
But she never fails to whisper the goods.
"I'm always here for you" she mumbles.

Her love hurts me.
She deserved one hundred percent affection,
But I gave her zero attention.
"Take care" she always say.

"I love you, Mama"
Why I can't say these words to you?

I like how we became
As stranger, as a friend, as a lover

I like how you speak
    You make me smile, you make me laugh
Are you catching my attention?

I like those late night walks
    And those non sense talks
Slow down your pacing, or this trip will end

I like how the back of our hands touches
    Without knowing, it intertwined
It looks so cute together

I like those warm hugs and head kisses
    It feels like home
A lovely home

I like you
    The way I like the moon and stars
May we make this last.

Never hesitate
When the back of our hands touches
Do you feel the urges?
Hold my hand
Hold me tight
Don't let go
Never let go

They call us "Millennials"
The internet dwellers
Post and make your status
Hey! Have you read the rumor in campus?
Facebook
Twitter
Instagram
Snapchat
We live with these app
Faking ourselves and crap
Sharing your pictures so happy
Though your mind are so ******
Insecurities
Intimidation
Jealousy
We know it by every "Liked"
I want to be her by every "Share"
Why I can't be her in every "Love"
Anxiety
Depression
This is what we suffer
Millenial Fever
A post can overwhelmed our feelings
Living scratch into us until evening
"What's on your mind?"
"What's happening?"
This is our struggle
To be me but also not me
Welcome to our generation
We are Millennials

"What do you want?"
It keeps on repeating
Like the old vinyl I bought yesterday
Enter the University for my parents
Took this course based on my friends
Choose this path 'cause someone says
Did I really want this life
Life like a zombie
Fed by others brain
"What do you want?"
I have the answers in my hand
To write is what makes me happy
To understand you
That's what I really wanted to do
"What do you want?"
Am I late to tell
THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

What's your worth?
You're just another mouth of the family
Another waste of the society
Another consumer of the planet
Just a dust in this universe
Know your worth
Just like stars that made this universe
They are dust
They shine
So you are
The consumer that makes
Every space so lovely
The waste that leaves hope
The mouth that makes
Everyone happy
You have worth.