I am not a poet but the thoughts about you are poetry.

I was in love so wanted to be high
but she was high so wanted to be loved.

I always want you to stay by my side,
If that means I miss you when you are not around,
Then I miss you.

I always want you to be happy and smiling,
If that means I like you,
Then I like you.

I always want you to become my life,
If that means I love you,
Then I am in love with you.

Sun watches how I lie,
But moon knows why.

Tell me you feel the same,
Or let's finish the game.

I don't hate you,
I just hate the way
I lied to myself for you.

Mujhko itna sudhar k kya karoge. -2
Main !!!! Khud Main na raha to fir mera kya karoge.
Dhund Lo na koi aur jaisa tumhe pasand hai.
Mujhpe itna mehnat kyun karoge.

She said our life doesn't matter.
Our happiness doesn't matter.
She found me inside me.
She told we will be ok.
Once she said we will find the one
She said we will gal up to see their smile.
I thought she is the one who understand me.
I thought she is my soul mate.
I thought we are brothers.
She shared her thoughts.
I shared mine.
She said she is going through the same.
She said she can understand.
She said she can relate.
Dear moon
Why she said that?
Why she said our life doesn't matter?
Why she said we will not gonna be happy?
Why she said we have to live as per society or leave the world?
Dear moon why she said that.
Why she said we will not get anything?
Why she said we have to Stop?
Why she said we are dragging people in the darkness?
Dear moon why she said that?
Once She said ending your life is not the end.
Now she said we have to choose.
Our family doesn't understand us .
No one will understand us.
Dear moon why she said that?
Why she said that?
Dear moon ask her...
Why she said that?
She is sad. I want her to be happy.
I am sad. I want to be happy.
I know she is awake.
Tell her I hate her.
Tell her we are not brothers anymore.
Just tell her..
Dear moon tell her I hate her.

I want to kiss her
may be on her lips
may be on her chicks
may be on her eyes
or may be on her forehead
I just want to kiss her
Somewhere
where my soul can feel her's.

This no one has now someone, who thinks he is the special one amongst everyone.