She had it all now its all gone
she thought she had no other option but she was wrong
The thoughts piled in her head she could not go back
she started to pressure her thoughts until she cracked

She thought she was a burden too difficult to bear
all she wanted to do was for it all to be adhere
So many death questions floating in her head
she wanted to get it over and done with and be dead

She observed all her previous tries
all she did was but fall to the ground and cry
The thought of doing it properly finely caved in
she thought what she was doing was really but finally brave

She held the knife tight to her neck and the sharp blade to her wrists
she left the reasons of why she couldn't take it on a morbid long list
She slashed her throat with the knife
and in just one split  second she was removed from life

I see your face lowered in shame
You are constantly always taking the blame
You've done nothing wrong but yet filled up with guilt
You seem to be like a plant wilting away
I always grumble at the sacrifices I made
Yet you do so much and don't gain
I can see the tears in your eyes caused by my pain
And I just want you to know I'm sorry for my ways

The sky a darkened camouflage green
The ground a clear pitched blue
The sun a vivid ghost white
And the clouds a bright mustard yellow

Three sisters of foul prophecy
sharing one tooth and one ocular oddity
A great hero came entering the sisters cave alone
Wanting to inquire the whereabouts of the cursed stone

The hero requesting information for what he desired
he ransomed their eye for what he required
Being threatened the sisters gave the information he bequeathed
In returned he gave back the eye of which he seized

Can you recall when we met in a support group?
You were with Isaac who was insanely in love with Monica and her *****
You took me to your home which you gave me a basement tour
I thought to myself we were going to be best friends or maybe evens more

I gave you my ideal and ravishing book
remember how you couldn't stop talking and I knew you were hooked
You and I had our ''Okay'' which became our own flirtatious ''always'' forever
I just got butterflies and knew that some how we would always be together

Can you recall when you said you were cancer free?
You took the tests and god your test results lit up the heavens tree
You are just amazing calling me Hazel Grace
which always just made me laugh and put a smile on my face

The day came of your funeral
everything was just certainly unreal

But then I remembered: That's the thing about pain it demands to be felt

You almost shine as bright as the school bus yellow sun
Where you tend to be like the cool breeze of the wind on the sienna earth
And the fresh flowers bloom of burgundy and the sand a light shade of wheat

WORLD WAR III
will be the end of both you and me

Endurance in the desert
with the blasting sun
Rough edged gravel of stone,
yet to come,
With ancient ruins and temples
made with the finest of all
From the descendants of oldest civilization

ZOMBIES, ZOMBIES!**
Run away and hide,
before they come and eat us all alive!!!

They want our brains
and will leave us with nothing but dead rotting remains

Without YOU is like
A sky without clouds
Protections without a shroud
A cheater who doesn't lie
A zombie who cant die
A fourth of July without fireworks
A stalker without lurking
A violin without its strings
One direction without little things
A tattoo artist without tattoos
An alcoholic without *****
A maze without obstacles
And multiple choice questions without options

From rags to riches
For better for worst
You could've done better
but you made it work

You never realise how completely worthless
something is, up until the electricity goes off

Life is full of the games we play
constantly reassuring if its worth the replay
But one thing more certain than the rest
is wanting to know whether you have X or O's in the life destiny quest

Honestly you got issues
which YOU urgently need a tissue
You make everything a must
like a ambulance emergency rush

You annoy me with all the things you do
yet I still love you because of all of the things we've been through...