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Miabee May 2016
alone this time
Past seeping into you
Abuse painted over exposed
Stars burn my eyes
You see yourself
Breath of smoke
Lungs aflame
biting her ****** lip
she saw the world
Clasped the basketball with her left
Her pride with her right
Far away it seems
And I shout to her
but she never looked back
Miabee Apr 2016
he is buried underneath
a sign of consciousness
only wild beady eyes
 to be seen
no mercy
he pounded against the door
as I suffocate on the floor
as i cover the tear no more
He was the predator

I was the prey
A thousand times had i said
Why me ? why can't i forgive?
throbbing buzzes pulses in my ear
flashes of images
where his
rugged hands
slashed
throbbing wound tender and fresh

i barely escaped
slammed the door and click the lock...
an eruption  of  words
pierces my ears
the sanity that i had shatters like glass

like an ignition to the fuse
bang my fist against the door
mindlessly torture like he
bare my teeth with sharp tongue
make me suffer like me
and let out piercing shriek never seen
The animal inside is free
My dad... He really doesn't know how to care for us both. I just wanted to say something about it rather than keep my mouth shut. He uses my disorganisation as an excuse for beating me up and his temper is unpredictable to say the least. I avoid him now as a short term solution. but  when he’s crazy i get fired up too. like father like daughter
  Apr 2016 Miabee
Denel Kessler
We attempt rescue, unable to bear
the stardust-coated dragonfly
beat, beat, beating
frantic on the glass.

We entice him to perch
on our extended lifeline-broom
nurse him in a box, where he flutters
quivers, lies quietly blue.

My son cries bitterly
as we place a minute cross
upon the dragonfly grave
while intoning our final goodbyes:

We honor those who have fallen victim
to this fatal architectural trap, lured
by skylights of enticing white-light death
and the paned illusion of freedom.

In admiration of winged determination
and perseverance in the face of futility
we carefully tend the fragile, curved bodies
lay them here to rest under the mock orange.


years of gauze-weighted detritus
swept beneath these ponderous shrubs
a reminder - what seems like freedom
                                                         ­           often isn’t.
We lived in a house that had outdoor skylights.  Insects would be lured by the light and die trying to fly through the glass that imprisoned them.
I hated those skylights...

Hey lovely poets!  Thank you so much for being a supportive, amazing group of people.  I'm truly honored that you take the time to read my poems.  The Daily is just icing on an already sweet cake.
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Miabee Apr 2016
my choking breath once again
You left me silently
Making tears rain through my veins
my violent anxiety
Why do you let me go

Motionless I stand
Throbbing pains trying to explain
I Dream of another land
When my friends chuckled my name

**** it and get champagne
Memories of my friends held my hand
Set fire to love and restrain
Let me chill about on the sand
I forget about the pain once again
Miabee Mar 2016
It will be a life of loss isn't it my lover
And maybe an eternity before
I find what I'm looking for
Before I can tell you about
the ones who broke my heart
Before I can laugh all this pain away,

Im going to get lost and take another pill
just so I can
Feel a little bit normal once in my life
Or be loved by somebody for once
Then get drunk on happiness  

I'm going to keep  
Crying about why people say I never try
And feeling left out and patronized
And you know what's funny?
I can't tell you about any of this
Even when you ask
what's wrong with me
Cuz you won't understand
You're not flawed and strange like me

I'm going to be lonely
With my soul in a locker
And I'm going to have to blame it on
Myself
Isn't that right?
Miabee Mar 2016
Im just so tired from changing myself for you
And you taking for granted what I threw away
All those moments and hours that we spent for two Then to ache through pain until it fades to grey

I know I have to be brave
and to stand all on my own  
But the lonesome is slowly
Eating away at my heart
I've been trying everything to get away from him...writing this poem is basically me trying to cope with being single af again
Miabee Mar 2016
Breathe in some gasoline
As I fly down to greet
Trade my butterfly wings
For a touch of machine
Take my evergreen
Get some new gleam
Your noxious fume spoil
Find some Asfalt sheen  
My freedom I trade
For rusted shackles you see
The rusted shackles are the aderall pill that I take. I got the theme from being bothered by how boring the school bus is
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