i didn't expect to lose you
but somehow it's happening
is it because of something i did?
because of something i said?
or is it because..
of me?
talking everyday
laughing everyday
feeling like there is finally someone that isn't going to leave someday
I felt so safe with you
now we barely talk
but when we do,
it's just about you
or just about me
there's no 'we'
were going separate ways
tho I wished it would never happen.
it may seem a little too exaggerated but it really is not.
if you would tell your best friends you want to jump into the sea with them, they would probably say yes or no. well my friends said yes and did it without me. idek why it's upsetting me so much?? like it's only a jump right? they didn't block you out of their lives, did they? it seems like they did.