You said that you don't
trust me like you trusted her.
So,
I cut off our friendship.

You made the stars
And
I scattered them in the sky.

Why can't my
Heart be empty?

I can do anything
I want to do.
But I don't have
to do the things
I need not do or
Don't have to do.
But I will do the things
I should do and must do.

Am I losing my strength?
                   Or
Are they getting stronger?

I lay in bed,
I turn left, right,
It's 11 pm.
I turn left and right,
I wash my face,
It's 12 am.
I wash my face,
I burst into tears,
It's 1 am.
I burst into tears,
I cry, cry,
It's 2 am.
I cry and cry,
I cry myself to sleep,
It's 3 am.

The best way,
Talk it out,
Get every thing out of your chest.
23/10/2019