To the all the guys I have kissed:
My first,
I thought you were sweet
too bad it didn't last
My drunkness,
I don't know who initiated it
perhaps it is better that way
My first boyfriend,
I thought you meant it
but I was the one who felt it.
My mistake,
You were a rebound.
I was payback.
My foolishness,
You leaned in and I felt bad.
Guess guilt is a nasty emotion.
My first love,
You wrote a song I loved to sing,
I wish you never forgot the words.
My payback,
I am sorry I used you,
I cried when I got home.
My sorrow,
I wish you told me you had a girl friend,
so I can break your neck, they way you'd break her heart.