I'm sorry I romanticized pulling you into my riptides. I had no right asking you down into my pit to hold me. You just felt like rain I wanted to feel kiss my face for a lifetime. But I had no right. I had no right.

Do you ever feel so small
Feel like you're nothing
About to fall
Caving in, giving it your all?
1.30.14

Five years of
studying and learning
how to save
a life and
How to ease their pain

Five years of
endless laughter
silly smiles
and golden friendship

Five years of
wandering soul
trying to find
solace

Five years of
building self
and
just being me

Five years of
eternity
Finally
ends ...