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Aug 2014 · 5.2k
Cuss
I love to ******* cuss
Up and down the street you will hear me *****
In the car I will scream *******
I will abuse the word **** because I want to
I am a ******* in the eyes of the public
I don't give a ******* what they think
I ******* love to cuss
They are just words in the end
A bunch of letters assembled just to be used
Banned from the vocabulary of others
**** it
Cuss
Cuss for me,
Do it , to make yourself feel better,
Do it , when nothing but violence swells inside you
Do it, when you tell a joke
******
The  first line and the third are about the only truthful lines about me, I apologize to anyone offended, however if it makes you feel any better I had to look up cuss words just so I could write this.
Aug 2014 · 628
Ramble #3
Little Bit for Pixie

I lay down beside her,
Our breathing matches,
I close my eyes and let sleep take hold,
She wakes up beside me
Her hand running lightly through my hair
She prepares for her day,
We say our good byes,
There may not be a next time,
We hug hoping time will stop,
I lay down in my bed
She lays in hers
Tonight we dream of our little bit we shared
Hello, This is for you, I hope it makes it to you, goodnight and sweet dreams.
Aug 2014 · 541
Ramble #2
There  once was a boy lost in the woods, he was not lost at first, but became soon after, because you see he fell in love with a monster, It inthralled him, at first he tired to coax it, lying to it showing it gold and giving it food, pleased with his efforts he tried to take it home, but it turned and ran, but that is not when he gave chase, he waited a day, then two, then four, that would be about a week, maybe more or less, but to him it was an eternity without his monster. Oh but it came back, surprised its self the monster did when it saw the boy standing where it had left him,  the boy remained motionless, but that could be for many reasons, but he'd claim he was trying to freeze time, and maybe he did, either way motionless he remained, till the monster moved close enough to be in reach, as it reached to touch his face, he grabbed it, victory, victory, his eyes closed filled with tears, opening he looked at his capture, no longer was it his monster, it was all a dream, he had fallen asleep in the forest, and now is lost.
Aug 2014 · 420
I will, I can, Some how
I will Fix you,
I swear I can,
Take my hand you'll see.

I can Fix you,
Just a Little bit of Love,
Maybe a bit of tape for your heart.

Some how I'll Fix you,
No matter how long it takes,
Or the distance needed to travel.

I will Fix you
I can Fix you
because,
Some how you Fixed me
I need some fixing myself
Aug 2014 · 271
Ramble #1
In the end there was me
No one else from coast to coast

There was other things
Horses, Deer, Cats, dogs
Everything else that we know now

Earlier there was me and many
Not any more
****
I will be throwing out short poems, for the next few evenings for the insomniac mind (totally calling the next poem that)
The dreams of many fall upon shoulders of the young and restless,
We praise for  a new day, everyday, to be a better day...
"Today is the better day" I say, But don't quote me on that,
It's true It's true, what you hear the beating in your ears,
Rhythm...
It's there just hold your breathe and listen,
Don't forget how important it is to think,
But what to think? What if, Who, oh it's pointless to think,
Hold that breath I am not finished...
What a weight we carry, and look how far we have to go,
We call for arms, for peace, for our way...
****, our way?
My way.
This is getting confusing, this teaching
That I am speaking
I just did that to rhyme...
Look at the weight I've shed, how I stand and breathe,
Here in front of you,
How I can ramble a poem for the teeth,
Hear no whispers, just my voice,
Today is now, I am perfect now, this is my way...
Now Breathe...
This is a poem that is a semi work in progress, I say that because it's unlikely I'll change it much, However I ask that when you read this YOU read it aloud, in your own voice,  as for the camas and the ellipsis etc... read them like you think they should be read. It make this poem everyones I feel. Thanks
Jul 2014 · 278
One way- Heart
One Way
In a million ways
to say one word,
I can only express it
one way,
Though my eyes.


Heart

As my heart beat faster
the world slows
As her heart beats fast
the world breathes
As we hold hands
the world stops.
Found some old poems
Mar 2014 · 1.3k
Bus (love)
I begin to sway,
The music cradles me like soft wool,
Submerged into a bending mind,
Controlled by the waves,

My head bounces,
Rhythm coursing through my ears,
Inch by inch I fade,
Broken from reality,

Feet chatting with the ground,
Sound rides at my bones,
Gone in a world of color and darkness,
Awake, standing and waiting for it.
Hope it comes
Feb 2014 · 340
My friend
He is old now,
And only getting older
His laugh joins others,
And his sadness shows greater
But she is there for him now,
Comforting him
Loving him in ways I never could.

He is achieving the greatness we once talked of                                        
He talks about me in memory                                        
  Reciting all of the miss deeds he and I did                                        
His parents recollecting it differently                                        
But he is ever defiant that I was there                                        

Soon he to will have doubts
Doubts about me
But that’s okay
He’s older now
And only getting older
He has no need for me
I will soon vanish just as I had come

As an imaginary friend.
Love Ghost Andrew  aka Andy's
Our imaginary friends never forget us and will always be there.
Jan 2014 · 425
You Just Don't Listen
My advice to you has gone unheard,
No longer do you hear me,
My mouth has been sewed shut by your ears,
Lessons that I once spoke now light you fires,
You believe my words are lies,
I am a mime,
Stuffing your ears with cotton as I open my mouth,
My vocal cords producing nothing more than a whimper,
An alien language is all you hear ,
My shouting silences as it reaches you,
I spoke as a guide,
You chose to follow another,
I threw my voice though others,
They became your enemies as well,
My crying is nothing more than water under your feet,
What will it take to reach you,
To protect you,
To tell you,
I love you
Jan 2014 · 578
Crushed Beneath the Rubble
I found you lost and alone,
Your tear lines marked your dirt covered face
Your fear and hate
Your confusion and your relief
I carried you,
Through the fires
Through the falling glass
Through your friends and mine
I spoke to you,
Of better times
Of future times
Of now
I Failed you,
Rest now
Feel free now
No more pain
I will join you soon
Sep 2013 · 583
Pink Pen
I wrote this in pink pen,
Though now it is in black,
As well, I typed this,
And there really are no words,
At least not in black,
Maybe to the eyes,
Or to the Mind,
But not in reality,
In Pink yes,
Not in Black

I question reality with these words,
Yet no questions will be asked,
Only statements of truth,
There is no reality where these words are black,
However these words are real,
But for these words in black to be in reality,
It means that they are real,
Real in your mind,
And now in *Pink
The last sentence was meant to be in pink. Also side not this was written after receiving a pink pen from a classmate.
Sep 2013 · 281
Heal
Thoughts are used to create a dream,
Dreams are used to create reality,
Reality is used to create life,
Life creates you &
You create thoughts.
Wrote this one a little while back thought I'd share it :D
Aug 2013 · 386
Screaming silence
It is a long winding road,
Sleep is not an option nor is stopping,
Drifting in and out of lanes passing life's struggles,
Keep                                  eyes                                   open,
Motion                                can be                                     foul,
Sounds                                  lights                                         lost,
Questioning            my           Broken           sanity              Carefully,
Go Faster                               Faster                                 Go Faster
Hands                                  shifting                                     gears,
It's invigorating possibly the most blissfully experience in dreams,
Sight is blurring lights turning red,  ears are ringing, mouth dry,
Slowing is not an option,  hours seemed to have passed,
Alone in my words                                Alone in my head
Shaking hard and                                   breathing heavily,
Fear is no concept                               and there is no pain,
Road turns to rubble                        there were no signs,
The car beneath my feet disappears, I am running,
Running as fast as I can, reaching into my chest,
Hand clasping my beating heart, it's warm,
The earth beneath my feet pushes me,
There is no road there never was,
Just me alone with my heart.
I'd say it's a portrait of me but that means I have a weird looking face with no ears. Please enjoy and comment to your hearts content.
Aug 2013 · 419
Ink Well
As the pen dips
Words jolt out
Violently at first

As the pen writes
Soothing thoughts
Disrupted of peace

As the ink dries
The words rest
Taking meaning on paper
Aug 2013 · 547
Holding Close
It's 3:50 in the mourning and I am alone,
I promised many things
but I feel I am unable to succeed.

I can't sleep so I blame you,
You... For your beautiful physique,
You... For your tempting eyes,
You... For your complete trust in my crazy.

I promised to hold you and never let go,
Yet here I am at 3:55 in the mourning alone,
I Love You,

But I am not holding you
So I will make one more promise
One that I will not break.

I will hold you close to my heart and to my mind,
So that you are never alone,
Even if we are thousands of miles away.

It's early in the mourning and I have now made a promise,
One that I can not break,
why?

Isn't it obvious,
Because I can not sleep and that makes me loopy,
But I still love you.

And I will hold you close.
wrote this a while back, and thought why not post it, it's got love and humor. kinda like a romantic comedy. maybe :D
Jul 2013 · 992
Halves
As Love collides
Two lovers are left with their hearts torn
As Worlds begin to collide
Two lovers struggle for existence
As  Sound collides
Two lovers are left in silence
As  Light collides
Neither lover can see the other
As Waters collide
Two lovers are lead down different streams
As Thoughts collide
Two lovers  embrace each other
As Two Lovers collide
Their Halves are found
Jul 2013 · 381
The life of a bug
Oh how I wish to reach the moon,
I hope to be there soon,
So bright,
It guides me at night,

Look man holds a piece of moon,
I can't help but swoon,
Closer now closer,
Faster now faster,

I will reach the moon
Oh to soon

zsst
This is what I imagine the bugs are thinking before the reach the fire.
Jul 2013 · 484
Can we?
We can never know a Trees roots
we can know of it's future
we can know of it's past
but it's roots decide it's Fate
The roots decide the life of a Tree

We can never know a Humans thoughts
we can know it's past
we can know it's teachings
but it's thoughts decide it's Future
The thoughts decide a Humans life

We can dig at a Trees roots
destroying, killing, and deciding it's Fate
We can dig at the thoughts of people
destroying, killing, and deciding their Future

or

We can water and sod a **Tree
Jul 2013 · 1.1k
Swimming
I want to swim in the stars

Not as an astonaught

not as in dreams

not in death

But as me

The heat of the stars lift me higher

and the only pain is that of

Loneliness

Then I'd reach back down to earth

Taking you in

my hands

then you'd jump

But don't forget to

Kick

For paddling is essential

to swimming

I'd teach you how to flip in the stars

we could even skinny dip

The possibilities require only that of faith

Faith that I'd catch you if you cramped

Be sure to wait ten minutes after eating

Then we'd dive

deep into a black hole

Holding our breaths

reaching the bottom of the stars

Would you like to play tea party?

Oh to swim among the stars

Our skin begins to

wrinkle

and our legs tire

So back down to earth we must go

But I'll be back again

With my hand out stretched

Waiting for you

to join me

in  swimming

in the stars
I've added this to a site called hit record. Check it out it's an amazing site.
I am from the music pounding in my ears
Rap-Rock-Alternative-electro
The sticks gathering dust on a broken drum set and the cleats waiting to kick and run for next season,
I am from the pictures new and old preparing me for my future, and the videos that make the world smile,
I am from dining out with family and friends,
Our laughter scaring other customers,
I am from the land of lakes, Mississippi, and the four seasons
Summer, Fall, Winter, Spring
I am from a great life

Hands clasped tight
One two three Jump
(splash)
Laughter fills the air
Two lovers joined together
Splashing and kissing
Oblivious to their surroundings
Escaped from reality with
Hands clasped tight

(Sun)
Sunny days,& low winds
Sleeping in the grass
Rainy days, & new beginnings
Sleeping in a cabin
High winds,& falling leaves
Sleeping during class
Snowy days,& cold air
Sleeping in bed
I wrote these a few years ago, found them posted them, ya know just stuff, but hey more old poems to come.
Jun 2013 · 540
missing/restless stirring
As our eyes close,
We lay in bed,
The awkwardness of our bodies,
Shuffling, stirring, tangled,
Your hair nipping at your face,
My arm numb and asleep,
Sometimes I kick,
Sometimes you punch,
The covers stolen off our bodies by heat,
I write poetry in my head,
As you sleep,
I realize what's missing,
You
I wrote this at 1 in the morning and on a phone, so sorry for any mistakes :D hope you fall in love and share great moments like this.
Jun 2013 · 592
The Fire sits in the Cloud
It lights and burns fast
Have you ever seen such a brilliant fire?

The cloud forms a beautiful woman
I wonder if she's single?

The flames begin to arch
Should I let the ring burn?

The cloud explodes
Ever feel like a failure?

The fire settles on the edge
Have you ever felt like a god?

The cloud dances,
What is flying like?

The flame jumps
What time is it?

Circles begin to form
Who the **** am I?

Watch the fire glow
Can I handle this?

The cloud slips away
Do you see the shapes?

Watch the burn redden
Do you feel hungry

It takes shape one last time
Do you still think of them?

The fire catches the cloud
Why ask questions?

The Fire sits in the Cloud
Will we ever stop Questioning?
Jun 2013 · 553
I listen
So I begin to hear the words,
They are neutral and calming,
Speaking softly into my ears
I can hear the ant struggle on the linoleum tile,
It moves slowly from a crushed body,
It's legs fleeting about,
Hear skips and stutters on the record,
Moving my body back and forth,
In a rhythmic dance,
The silence on the moon screams,
Our ears dampened to the dark side,
Only the stars can hear,

It begins to pulse,
The sound encompasses my body,
Blotches form to the bass in my eyes,
The body becomes light,
I float up,
Only for the sound to bring me back down,
Pressing to another,
Feeling the body morph,
The ambiance controls the connection,
No longer can I listen
I must rest,
I take my headphones off
I tried to write a netral poem, did it work?
Jun 2013 · 377
The wake crashes/ :)
The blue waters hushing the land,
The sun hides behind the clouds stilling the land,
the winds breeze brushing the flowers,
in Ireland the land speaks


She makes me dream
I laugh at the thought of her
It is as though she has set me free
she makes me dream
The most wonderful dreams
These are two separate poems that I wrote many years ago I thought you might like them.
Jun 2013 · 347
Something new to think
Have you ever been lost?
I'm not the one who has.
Yet I think you are.
Have you ever looked up?
I see a moving sky.
Yet you believe it is unmoving
Have you ever disliked Crying?
I tend to cry for fun.
Yet you resist the tears.
Have you ever been angry with me?
I don't know why you would be.
Yet I feel like you are.
Have you ever wondered what people think of you?
I've never met you, but I think of you.
Yet you have only now thought of me.
Have you ever thought you are beautiful?
I don't think I am.
Yet you may be think I am.
Have you ever asked yourself questions that no one else can answer?
I am asking my self some right now.
Yet you are waiting for this to end.
Have you ever thought about stopping?
I might soon
Yet you won't
Can I ask you a question?
I think it's a good question
Yet you may have your own
Isn't it wonderful what we think?
I think about it a lot.
Yet maybe you do too.
Jun 2013 · 401
Seeds
The thought was planted
The dream was sowed
The tears were shed
The sweat poured
and from those
thoughts,
dreams
Tears,
Sweat
A seed grew into a tree
May 2013 · 1.0k
Spoiled
Solid tears frozen to the edge of the freezer,
Frostbite eats away at the heart,
Severed limbs sit heavily on the rack,
Colors change from red to grey,
The light hum of a forgotten fridge,
The house lost of life,
The city empty,
The world spoiled
Read
                                        Laughter
           ­      Forever
Love
                                        Stays
      ­           Defiant
In these
                                        Lost
          ­       Dreams
Words    
                                       Flinging
                 Wildly
Hear        
                                       Paper
                Speak
Pain
                                ­      Beside
               Tears,
Shout
                                      These
      ­         Curses
But
                                     Stones
               Flow
Sing
                                      Ignorance
       ­        Endlessly,
For
                                      In
         ­     Faith
Me
                                     Dying
              Rejecting    
See
                           ­          Conscious
             Fear,
It
             Finally
                                    End**(s)
This poem can be read left to right, or in columns,  the last three words tie it all together.
you may need to read twice or trice.
Thanks for reading
I can Dream of gods and goddesses,
I can Wish upon stars and flowers,
I Expect none of it to come true,
I can Dream of being famous and powerful,
I can Wish to be intelligent and handsome,
I Expect none of that to be true,
I can Dream of beauty that parallels the gods,
I can Wish for love that extends beyond the stars,
I Expect none of this to come true,
I can Dream of you,
I can Wish for you,
I Expect only that you Dream & Wish the same.
I wrote this for a fairy :D
Mar 2013 · 809
Itching at the wound
I scratch at it
The pain only grows more
but how?
Why?
The wound begins to open
It spreads from the nothing, I have in my chest
I continue to scratch at it, even against the wishes of others
I fear that this wound will do me in
I plead with doctors, to sow it up
I ask the scientists to preform tests, to fix it
I pray to gods and the universe, to calm the itch
But all reply with a solemn sorry, and a pat on the head
Now I begin to ask myself
How can I stop scratching at the wound that comes from nothing in my chest?
I have tried it all
Love
Hope
Travel
Peace
Violence
Rage
Sleep
Everything
Maybe it is not my chest that itches?
Maybe it is not my chest that has the wound?
Maybe it is not my chest that has nothing?
Maybe it's my hands that itch
that have wounds
that produce nothing
I don't know
Maybe.
I came up with this on the spot because my chest actually itched and I thought of writing this poem. Any comments appreciated :)
Mar 2013 · 301
With Fire
The wind tends to blow east to west,
The waters flow from north to south,
This is all the knowledge that we know,
Yet it is the fire that spreads from east to west, north to south,
Knowledge won't save our ******* lives from this disaster,
For we started the fire
We are the Fire
and as the saying goes
Fight Fire with Fire
Or ...
Mar 2013 · 335
Hello
Some times I stop to write,
There is never a reason for it,
I just stop and write,
I try not to follow any parameters,
See what I did there?
Mar 2013 · 435
Hold the light:
As I lay in bed
the light bending around my fingers
grasping for it,
it escapes flowing onto my arm
It is only a lamp
But the light can still not be held
it is free, but
once the power is gone
Who holds the light?

-Poe (Kyle Baker)
Mar 2013 · 391
The Mouth
It's what binds me
Fills the empty holes
It cries, learns, flirts
the Hole in me
Does none of those
There is no light
There is no dark
I can't reach in
Nothing comes out, except
Covering it is hard
Filling it is impossible
Because it's a hole
The hole I bear
That's just it
It's my Hole
A wonderful hole
None can compete
So exciting
So powerful
So scary
I
Found
IT

— The End —