Why do care i ask myself
It must be weakness inside my heart
To care when i should walk away
I always look inside the good
But it is bad that takes over  like cancer
So many words
But to you it was just dirt on you shoes
I thought  it could something great
I wanted be glue to your heart
I was battle  i could never won
In end i was just sucker on  your stick

I feel alone on this island
I feel nothing but pain
The blood flows from my heart
As my thoughts rush out
There is no sound
Only thing i hear is lies you told
But know i am alone on this island
Is this how it feels
I am looking at the world outside from in
People say they care
Where my life boat
I ask why me but in my heart
I am just alone wolf stuck on this island

My weakness is  that I cared
We  can't  help who we love
I care about  things  i shouldn't
I should  just walked away and  broke those chains
Why waste my time
Why waste my heart
Does this make me better person to care
When you never gave it your 100%
I can  never settle  for less
Why did i not hear  my mind cry out
My heart was playing tricks with inner thoughts
I stand here and still care  
In end the it want drives my complex soul

I must be living in my world to think things  will change. I  keep love and  hope in  my heart but  i see now it was just my mind playing with my heart.  I  wish i could be that guy in your life make you smile. I could put  back together  your broken heart but  in end  you use to it broken.  i smile when i think  the world slows down but is this lost image in my head . I my eyes  never been open  i was lost in your beauty . The beauty  is my weakness  that is like cancer to soul.  I don't  think people see way i do but i need more then PHD for this work.

I was just  stone on your path
The words  crushed  by lies  you told
I couldn't  be  your star in your star
You never  saw night past  the day
My heart  was nothing more then  a  cheap toy
A dream of you but all it was just smoke
I was so blind but know  i can see image that is you
I wish deep my heart  i knew the words  to say
I just got  put back together my heart  on this cold day

I wish it was different
We grew so far apart
I always put my hand out
But  you are so blinded to see it
I never  stopped loving you
But  the sadness of not knowing  you  rips my soul apart
They have been some up and downs
But  what  is life without the falls
I just wish i could be there  to pick u up
We are half but in my heart you were  a whole
My words seem have no value
But my heart never stopped caring
We can't  change the things that were done or words that were said
But we can move forward on too better road to see the hope