if you knew the time
and day you'd die
would you change your tune
enjoy more of life

hate to break the news
though most don't know
death still has your number
and won't let go

no matter when that is
be well aware
it could happen anytime
are you prepared?

i really wish I died that night in June.
They should have let me die…that night in June
nothing has been more peaceful then that night in June

I can't sleep
Everytime I remember your words
They snap and recoil
And hurt me awake
Next time when someone
Promises me forever
I'll just smile
Look them in the eyes and ask
How long is forever to you.

Seeing you
makes me
miss you
more.

It is okay if
all you are able to do
today is exist

1:37 AM
19/7/21

You can sit around
and hope that time
solves the puzzle,
or you can put
yourself back together.