This time
I don't want to
Wonder around
Inside my mind

Taking still photos
Of what I left behind

Capturing worrys
While letting go
Of the good

No I would like
To pursue
A moment or two

To cloud the open air
With memories that
weren't there

And places that have
No common grasp
Of forgotten notes
Outside my past

Where do
Tar pits end?
At the room
On the left?
****** and monsters
Are all that's left
A sign tales vacancy
That's all that's
Left of me
Until tomorrow repeats

I sprinkle ashes
Around you in a ring
For the lips can't tell
What the eyes will see

Follow me
Let your journey begin
9-10

You ride
Inside my hair
You are eveywhere
Green beauty

With buds a color
Too perfect to burn
Green beauty
I make you my home

He wore crooked windows
Beside morning coffee
And her spilled milk

He wrote
inscripted objects
Into my eye

He bountied
For affection
One not
Likely met

She screamed
While sufficating
Her authenticity

He shouted
Yea she'll come back

She wore her wedding gown
Into the dessert
And was found drowned

He wrote
Inscripted objects
Into my eye

The novels now
A mystery
My Life
Total chaos
With a smile

Because he's no
Longer with me
I cry my left eye out

Her toes dug into my belly
As I held her hands to the floor
She couldn't get up
And yelled for more

Driven by my own lustful hate
Of realities fate
I worshipped her

Darkness fell
On my lips that night
As I watched her
Swallow the infinite fire

Even the light I had in my eyes
Went out
She even took the breath I breathed
Until one day she wrote in blood across her forehead
I loved you much more than me