Stop digging it up
Bury the hatchet
You’ll be okay soon
Just repeat the word stop
And take a deep breath
You need to stop racing
Thoughts in your mind
The past is the past,
Just leave it behind

Angry because we were in the same room
And you couldn’t even look in my direction...
At me, and you knew,
It was me

I’m so tired and frustrated
I
I’m sad its come to this
My mother forced to greet your solemn face
Shake her hand like you used to, please.

Why did your dad steal your warmth?
What’s happening?
You’re hurting me,
Something that I never would’ve expected

I’m on the verge of tears,
Angsty
Just thinking about it
Thinking about you and all of it

Come back, I beg
I’ll still try to save you
And maybe we’ll fall again

10.28.18

I am a heavyweight
I carry heavy weights
I can lift heavy weights
I own these heavy weights
I am over these heavy weights
I will banish these heavy weights
I am more than these heavy weights

It’s funny cuz I got jealous of your best friend
And I got mad when you were jealous of mine,
But it’s because we want to be together or else be alone.
No sharing.
So here we are,
Sharing feelings between us,
But never saying it.
And we will do that for a while longer
I think.