I will bury my love for her in a secret garden, where all of my hopes & dreams lies.
In there, my love will be eternal & pure.

Then one day, it will bloom like a flower but it will be the most beautiful flower that everyone will ever see.

Then I will proudly tell her that my love for her will totally feel brand new.

It will be a love so strong that it can withstand any storm & hurricane but it will also be weak, for without her my love will be shattered to pieces.

It will be eternal & will last longer than the illusion of time but when she desert me, my love will die in a heart beat.

But one thing is for sure, my love for her will be pure & honest.

Death is such an inevitable thing right?

That's what she said before
leaving me without saying goodbye.
And after all those years,
I finally realized what it really meant.
It was our *love that has died
and cannot be saved
no matter how hard we try.

She left me without saying goodbye
and now I am here, left alone.
But what did I expect,
from a girl
that contained
billion of stars
on her small & fragile body?
Did I think that she,
can possibly
love someone
as broken
as
me?

Everything must come to an end and so does the summer sky.
Without a warning
the clouds of fall began to cover this heart of mine
and the sadness & darkness begins to creep back again.

The reason that I still write
poems for you,
is that when we were
together
it brought us closer
to each
other.

And now that we
have grown apart,
I am still hoping that
one day, you will read this
and it would bring us
back together
*again.

My love for you really ****** me up.
Why?
Because up until now,
even though we haven't talked anymore
I am still missing you
and the crazy part is,
it really hurts so bad.

It is driving me insane
and you are nowhere near
to help me,
but it is okay
because I want to spare you
from the miseries that
I am feeling right now.