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Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Live now,
Only God knows If "then" will ever come.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Something about the way you smile
Always brings me back........
Jasmine Roper Feb 2017
I'm going to **** you,
I'm going to steal every bit of life, of love, of heart you have.

I don't wish to harm you, I promise it's not my intention,
but I can't find a way around it.

When I **** you It'll be soft, and gentle. I won't physically hurt you I swear.
But you'll die. You'll walk away lifeless, depressed, and empty.

I could've prevented this, you tried to run, but I didn't let you go.
I should've let you fly free, you wouldn't be getting killed by me.

I want you to be happy with me, not give your happiness to me.
I appreciate that you're so willing to help no matter what it cost you,
but I wish is didn't cost you your life.

I really don't want to **** you,
I just can't figure out how to stop.
Age
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Age
I used to believe that your peers mattered

Until I met you

I thought that age should be similar

Until I met you

I didn't know that a few years could mean so much

Until I met you

I tried to fit around It

But mental capacity wasn't enough

The wall the age built was far to large for me to manage

I couldn't climb It

Now you're gone

Another chance missed

If only age wasn't a factor

well,
I guess It's just my age.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Actually Awesome
Beautifully Broken
Courageously creative
Differently Dazzling
Eagerly Edgy
Fascinatingly Fastidious
Gracefully Great
Handsomely Harmonious
Independently Intelligent
Jokingly Joyful
Keenly Kind
Lovingly Lyrical
Marvelously Magnificent
Naturally Narcissistic
Originally Open-minded
Passionately Pleasant
Quintessentially Quirky
Respectfully Rebellious
Sarcastically Smart
Typically Twisted
Unbelievably Unique
Vigorously Viscous
Wonderfully Wild
X-tremely  Xenodochial
Young-fully ******
Zealously Zany
Jasmine Roper Jan 2016
It's more contagious than the common cold,
More addicting than any drug,
More beautiful than any sunrise,
More comforting than any physical touch,
More entertaining than any movie.

It contains more magic than Houdini,
Contains more sparks than the 4th of July,
Contains more dreams than a thousand years of sleep,
It holds more hope than anything in the world.

Everything in the universe is out of focus
I can't see anything,
Except for one thing.
Something unbelievably real,
incredibly prepossessing
and Insanely attractive
A Smile...
Your smile to be exact.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
As a thing I have the capability to open my mouth

As a human I have the ability to force words out

As an American I have the right to speak freely

As an "A" student I have the Intelligence to speak correctly

As a female I have the strength to talk out of turn

As Myself I have the confidence to speak my mind
Jasmine Roper Jan 2016
Watch,
As the clouds shift.


You walk around with your head down.
Staring at your phone, no one knows whats wrong.
The clouds never stop moving

Watch,
As the clouds shift.

We're all being left behind.
We remain lost in time.
Yet, the clouds haven't quit.

The clouds set an excellent example.
I wish for just a sample.
I want to be more like the clouds.
Beautiful for no reason.
Flying through ever season.

Watch,
As the clouds shift.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2017
I grasp your hand as your eyes grow heavy.
I kiss your cheek followed by another on the back of your hand.
I hold your hand tighter as I feel your grip begin to loosen.
I cuddle up closer as your pulse slows but grows in amplitude.
I breathe silently as you begin to snore.
That awfully adorable sound I can't seem to ignore.
You're calm, at peace, you are asleep.
Watching you wind down is so satisfying to me.
I just wonder if you feel the same when you watch me sleep.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
There I sat
In a pile of my own shame
Crying over my own stupidity
It was my own fault
I allowed myself to love you


I always do It
Fall for the one that shows me attention
I think I ruin It for myself
I try to hard
Or maybe I don’t try enough


I’m yet to understand
how the male brain works
That’s why I want you
To help me figure It out

I wasn’t lost
At least I thought I wasn’t
I didn’t realize I was a victim of the hero syndrome
I thought I really loved you
And I thought feelings were mutual
But I guess they weren’t

you gave me your glasses
so I can see through your eyes
I thought things were clear
But I guess It was just a blurr

You saved me
From the Evil
That Is my mind

You rescued me
From the Imprisonment
Of my own thoughts
And thought that was out of love
But It was just you being you

That’s what I loved
You being you
You as yourself
Is so perfect


I wasn’t lost
At least I thought I wasn’t
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Black
B - L - A - C - K
5 letters
4 consonants
1 vowel
1 race

We thank
We congratulate
We appreciate  

Everyone person

Whether you created
Dominated
Or lead  

You made our race what It Is

From our Barack Obamas and Martin Luthers

To our Oprah Winfreys and  Maya Angelous  

We thank
we congratulate
We appreciate

Everyone person who has made us, us

Black

B - L - A - C - K
Jasmine Roper Feb 2017
I asked a variety of people to say the first word that came to mind when presented with the noun “Crisis”

I heard many different responses; “a problem” “a catastrophe” “an unbearable disaster”, and yet, never did I hear the biggest Crisis of all

Education.

E-D-U-C-A-T-I-O-N

Allow me to dissect that word for a second,

The abbreviation for education is made of the first three letters “E-D-U” you find it on website domains somewhere in your textbooks

However the first three letters are the least important.
When you drop that edu you’re left with a word, a word extremely crucial to the English language.
Caution

For people who don’t understand this word “caution” It means to be attentive, alert, to take enough care to best avoid error, danger, or making mistakes.

Uh, funny right, students are constantly punished in schools for mistakes, errors, not being attentive enough.

Constantly being told to “ be quiet’ and to “settle down” or
“Turn to page 155 and and stop looking around”


Let me change this path a little
Allow me to alter your focus for a second

We are speaking of a crisis, one larger than education as a whole. A part of education that has been belittled, spat on, or strapped on a leash and taken for a stroll.

Black education.

Every year our classrooms get larger, with larger quantities comes more diversity. And yet, our units get smaller, and the best education are given to those with the largest dollar.

The truth is, we no longer care about the information we are being taught.
Because it only presents the people and white wars that were being fought.  

It is hard for students to identify, accept and appreciate the information in front of them if it never directly relates to them.

I’m sure everyone in this room is aware of MLK’s “i had a dream speak” or Rosa parks famous word “nah.”

But what about the playstation, wii or xbox you used last night? Thank Jerry Lawson for that, and yes, he is black.

From such a young age we learn about the theories and discoveries that Benjamin Franklin gave
but not once are we told about Lewis Latimer, the man who invented the carbon filament,used in all light bulbs above our heads today

We’re held up to this standard of excellence, they expect us to be cautious, meticulous, and strive for nothing but perfection. Something said to be achieved by a proper education

However please explain how is that education rumored to be so proper when I try my best they say please God stop her.

Black education must be taught or it’ll enlarge as the crisis very soon to be fought.

While I calm down and allow that to sink in
Know and understand
Black education must never end

They say we're too violent that all we do is fight
And yet all we do is look for our ancestors in our textbooks every night

Every head shouldn’t turn towards me on the topic of slavery
If it weren’t so taboo; they wouldn’t have to be.

As i tie up my tongue and sit back in my seat
I continue to pray that history doesn’t repeat
Jasmine Roper Nov 2015
Hands?
Cold.
Skin?
Pale.
Teeth?
Rotten.
Breath?
Stale.
Bones?
Broken.
Heart?
Black.
Pulse?
Gone.
Life?
        Lack.
Jasmine Roper Oct 2016
"Quality not Quantity"  
that's what they say right?

Be satisfied with one great instead of a thousand lames.

You have the greatest, and she's begging to be there for you, and you just won't let her.

You'd rather go on and on about all the little things the others have done.
You choose to ignore the all the amazing things the great one still does.

You complain about how they hurt you and treat you wrong.
But the person that's listening is trying to treat you right.

You get upset and say no one wants you, that you'll die alone.
But the ******* the phone is dying because she wants you.

You still expect her to be there for you even though you want nothing to do with her.
She knows she deserves better, but you won't let her find better.

You get jealous when her attention isn't fixed on you,
But get annoyed when it is.

She just wants to be the great one.  
But you're satisfied with a thousand lames.
Jasmine Roper Jan 2016
To the cutie behind the camera.
Thank you for making me look good, without your skills that wouldn't have been possible. Thanks for making my smile look brighter, you use the flash at just the right time. Thank you for putting the smize in my eyes, they've never stood out like that.

     I'm not just meaning the actual pictures, I mean the smile I get when you make me laugh, the way my face glows when I talk about you, the way my heart races when I see you. Thank you for making me beautiful, without you I never would have seen it.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Don't do that
Pretend like It's over
Because both you and I know It's not

Don't do that
Run from my hug
Because you're just gonna turn around and kiss me

Don't do that
Fake a laugh
Because we both know that laugh was real last night

Don't do that
Walk with them
Because we both know you walk me home

Don't do that
Love me behind the scenes
Because we both know I'm what you want the most

Don't do that
Reject my love
Because we both know you love me

Don't do that
Make me wait In line
Because we both know I'm the V.I.P.

Oh look
You did It anyway

Don't do that
Cut out your heart
Because we both know I don't want It anymore
Don't wait too long
She won't wait forever
Jasmine Roper Nov 2018
Don't bother searching
You're looking in all the wrong places
You can't find someone that doesn't wish to be found
That attention you seek is impossible to find
God placed one person on this earth to give that to you
Sadly that person chooses not to listen
You're lonely, afraid, confused, and desperate.
You just want him to call you beautiful, just one time
But he didn't, hasn't and likely never will.
Stop searching
when you finally give up
let go of that hope
you'll find him
not the father you longed for
but the husband you needed.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
You laugh
I laugh louder
You smile
I smile larger
You cry
I cry longer
I always think, I'm feeling so much more

But when you said
You're more yourself
When you're with me
I realized
That you're Love Is
equivalent with me
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I feel like every time
I finally pull away from your affection

You begin to miss me

Every time
I escape your love

You draw me back In

Every time
I break free from your smile

You lead me back In

Every time
I release myself from your entrapment

You somehow recapture me

I'm not sure how you did It
How you do It
Why you want to

But every time I see you
All feelings are reignited
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I can't see anything
I'm blind to everything
Except you.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
-                                       It's simple, Life Isn't fair. You grow
                                        Believing
              ­                          It Is
                                        Until the world Releases
                                         It's
                                         Wrath.
                                         Equality
                                         Doesn't
                                           Come                                                     
                ­                           Easily

                                               It most definitely won't
                                                            come­
                                                           without
                                                         ­  a Fight.
                                                          ­ Every
                                                            Figh­t
                                                          Comes
­                                                           With
                                         a consequence. It may seem hard
                                                    
                                                             However                
                                         ­             It's worth It
                                               Barack Obama
                                         Ridiculed                              
                                    So I can
                                   become a
                                     president  
                                         Rosa Parks          Imprisoned
                                       ­        So I can                    sit  
                                    ­               wherever               I                      
                                         ­                       choose

                                  ­       Martin              Luther
                                      ­    King              Assassinated
                                        So I can          befriend
                                        anyone I          choose
                                         Malcolm   X   Murdered          
                                         So I can    be   accepted
                                      Freedom           ­  Riders
                                      Arrested So        I can eat
                                       wherever           I choose
                                          Black             Panthers        
                                         Abused            So I can be      
                                          treated       ­         fairly


                                These fighters died, On the front line, On the battle field
                                                         So I wouldn't have
                                                      To. And yet, Where am I
                                                      Fighting,­ On the front line
                                                            Of the battle field
                                                           So what ever young  
                                                      asp­iring African American
                                                           won't be deprived
                                                            of their education
                                                       ­       Of their History
                                                          Of their right to vote;
                                                           ­  For standing up
                                                         For what they believe In
                                                                ­ It's simple
                                                          ­      Life Isn't fair
                                                               However you
                                                                ­ don't know
                                                                ­  Until life
                                                                ­ unleashes It's
                                                            ­         wrath
                                                           ­        On You
No matter what you believe In, No matter how hard It may seem, If It requires a fight, Fight It.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
To be awkwardly straight forward
"You are such an *******"
Just had to get that out
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I know you're not the one
I'd like you to be
Sadly you're not

What we had was fun

But It's over

Yes I'll miss your smiling face
the way you make me laugh
and the tears you could dry
Yes I'll miss you

I know you'll miss me too

But what we had was Fun
Just fun

Nothing more, nothing less

I liked you
You liked me

No where was love

I'll miss your kind of fun
It was a different kind of fun
An awesome type of fun

It was fun
Just fun
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
The whistle has been blown

My blocks are set
I'm warm, ready,
But I'm nervous

On your mark

I'm set
I've prayed
Yet I'm nervous

Set

Only 3 seconds left
2
1

Bang

All fear Is gone
Based on start of track
I'm always nervous before my events
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Alright, check this out.
I know you're hurting
And that It seems like no one understands
But someone,
Somewhere does

Look, hear me out
If you keep this up
You'll be dead sooner than you think
That "person" who gets you 100%
Can't find you from the grave

Listen, let me speak
A few tears will dry
A few cuts will heal
Just stop there
The finish line Isn't as far as you think

Wait, just relax
I promise
If you just stop
everything
will
get
better
Just felt It on my heart
Him
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Him
Don't tell me that he likes me
I know that It's not true
I wish that It was
Because all I want Is you

He's a really funny kid
To always have around
But when his friends show up
He's no where to be found

I am In awe of his essence
His comedic attitude
I can't get him out of my mind
Can't believe I love this dude

No he's not the cutest
But I've got a thing for he
You say that he likes me too
But why would he like me
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I'm lying
I claim that I hate you

I'm not telling the truth
I argue that I don't love you

I'm being dishonest
I pretend that you're the worst

But honestly I love you more than you'll ever know
Jasmine Roper Dec 2015
How do you expect me to be ok?
You say keep your head up
But ignore me when it's down.

How do you expect me to be ok?
You say smile, it'll get better.
But you laugh when it get's worse.

How do you expect me to be ok?
You tell me to stop getting hurt.
But you're the main one causing the pain.

How do you expect me to be ok?
You tell me to look at the brighter side.
But everything in my world is pitch black.

How do you expect me to be ok?
You tell me I'm a survivor.
But you're watching me die.

How do you expect me to be ok?
When you're the only one who doesn't care if I'm ok or not.
Jasmine Roper Mar 2018
I adore you
I adore the way you speak
so soft, so slow, so sweet
I adore the way you think
so deep, so true, so concrete

The way your heart races,
your pulse pounds through every vein
the way you calm me down
comfort me through the pain

The way you lick your lips
when they get so close to mine
The way you run your hands
up and down my spine

I adore the way you giggle
at all my corny jokes
The way you make wiggle
with every single stroke

I adore the way you make me feel
How you open every door
The way you make my toes curl  
on the bed and on the floor.

I adore the way treat me
How you make me feel like a queen
The way you make me relax
when I'm scared of everything

I adore the way you make the world
bow down at my feet
With you I feel so powerful
No one else can compete

I adore you with everything
my inside and out
I could honestly give my all to you
I adore you
M.D.C.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
You're Mad at me aren't you
You trying to make me regret It
I'm sorry that I don't want you
Once you finally want me
But I told you this
A long time ago
I wasn't gonna wait
And guess what
I didn't
I found a new love
And he's way better  
Than you'll ever be
Jasmine Roper Feb 2016
I don't like the way I feel.
The way I feel about myself,
The way I feel about you,
The way I feel about us.

I wish I didn't love you,
It'd be easier that way.
I wouldn't have to feel guilty about anything.

I wish that you loved me back,
but i'm also so glad you don't.

I hate that I feel like i'm letting you down,
I feel like I constantly disappoint you.

I hate the way I feel when I talk to you,
I feel like all i'm capable of doing is not going to be enough.

Maybe I don't love you,
I know I love everything about you.
I love your smile,
your eyes,
your laugh,
your strength,
your thoughts,
your heart,
your hands,
your soul,
your everything.
But maybe I just don't love you.

I really thought I did,
I feel like I do,
You keep trying to convince me I don't.

So I hate the way I feel,
Then again,
I'm so glad I feel the way I do.
Only because it's about you.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
What Is this urge I have
I don't understand

This drive to
Create,
To Invent,
To design.

What Is this?
I don't understand

How do I act upon It
How do I complete this
How do I start It

Where did It come from?
I don't understand
Jasmine Roper Dec 2015
If I didn't text you back that first time we could have avoided the entire situation.

If I ignored your calls, I never would have fell for your voice.

If I didn't face time you before I slept, your image wouldn't appear in my dreams.

If I blocked you from my memory, I wouldn't have created a vision.

If you were one year older or if I was one year less, we never would have meet.

If one thing was out of place I could have avoiding loving you.

If one thing was placed differently, you may have loved me back.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
This problem I can't seem to understand
Too big, too heavy for me to carry
Why am I presented with this at hand
A problem like this Is much too scary
I thought It was going to be easy
However I am starting to Feel sick
As I begin to feel extra queasy
The more I realize that I don't want It
I know now that It's going to be hard
Although I am more than willing to try
I promise to work my hardest each yard
Just please do not make me drop down and cry
If this Is really love that I have found
Why do I feel like I'm slowly drowning
Shakespearean Sonnet #3
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
You annoy me
You anger me
You fill my heart with lies

You upset me
You disturb me
You make me roll my eyes

Every time you come around
I act like I don't care
But we know that If you did't
I would miss you there
I hate that I like you!!!!!!!!!!
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Don't throw yourself a pity party
You deserve not to be supported
I'm sorry not sorry
Your life can't be restarted
I hope you learned your lesson
You were always doomed
Class Is no longer In session
You life can't even be resumed
I see you're sad now
Serves you right
May as well take a bow
You were bowing all last night
You really thought we cared, when?
I don't care now and I surely didn't care then.
I'm
Jasmine Roper Jul 2015
I'm
I'm simple yet complex
and complex yet simple

I'm bland yet vibrant
and vibrant yet bland

I'm dull yet creative
and creative yet dull

I'm a copy yet an original
and an original yet a copy

I'm her yet she
and she is only me
Jasmine Roper Nov 2015
In fear of making the wrong choice,
I refuse to choose

To protect myself from getting hurt,
I avoid the situation completely

To stop myself from picking you,
I  run from you

I'm too afraid to try to love you,
In fear of you not loving me.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I asked you where you received you Inspiration

I was confused on why I couldn't find mine

Little did I know,

That's what you were

You aren't here for me to love  

You aren't here to comfort me

You are here to open my eyes
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I praise you
Not because you put a roof over my head
And provide me with food to eat

I praise you
Not because you make everything okay
And give me a place to sleep

I praise you
Not because you make me who I am
And wake me up everyday

I praise you
Not because you keep me safe
And always help me find my way

I praise you
Because you are Jesus Christ
My Lord
And my Savior
You forgive me of my sins
No matter my behavior
You bless me daily
Whether I deserve It or not
It Is you that I worship
And my evil that you fought

You were crucified
So that I could live
So It Is you
That I have praise to give.

I praise you
Happy Easter
I know It's late but It's never to late to praise the Lord
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I watched you
The same way you watched me
However,
I saw you watching me
And you didn't
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Is It wrong to miss you?

We talk all the time
Yet I feel like It's not enough
The few hours a week should be enough
And yet I feel like you don't miss me In between them
When we talk It's like we never stopped
But when the time Is done I can't bare to see you leave
Now, 2,500 Miles apart
I can't seem to get you out my head
I know I don't love you
And I know you don't love me
But I just miss your companionship
You're the best, best friend

Is It wrong to miss you?
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Wow
She carries herself better than politicians

Wow
She's more talented then the performers on Broadway

Wow
She's smarter than a rocket scientist

Wow
She's sexier than the "angels"

Wow
That's great!
But Is she herself?
Jasmine Roper Oct 2016
I know you love me,
don't know why you wouldn't.
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I want to take your picture
Not In a creepy stalker way

I want to capture all that you are In one simple Image

That Isn't possible
Too many pixels

So many undiscovered secrets
The camera can only abduct what the eye can perceive

I want to record you
Not like bugging your house

I want to hear your soft handsome voice when your not around

That's futile
Bad sound quality

Such tone can't be recorded
where as my ear can hear so much more  

I want to video tape you
Not like camera In teddy bear

I want to relive the moments we shared

That's preposterous
Too many feelings

Such feelings can't be video taped
You can only live those feelings once
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
I wonder If the world was always like this

I wonder If the human race was always like this

I wonder If love was always the most Important thing

All people seem to care about Is "the one"

They don't care If the reach their goals, achieve their dreams, become themselves

All they want Is love

I wonder whats so great about It

I'm yet to find It

I think I have but odds are I haven't

I wonder If It's actually as big of a deal as It seems

Well I guess I'll just have to wait
one way I look at love
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Trust me
I won't hesitate
When you finally realize
What I'm worth
It'll be too late

Trust me
I won't wait
When you understand
What you're missing
I'll have moved on

Trust me
I'll be gone
When you learn
That you truly
Missed your turn

I'm not sure If you've received the message
But I won't want you when you finally want me
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Jasmine Roper
That doesn't sound "fancy"

It doesn't seem like a "title"

But what real name does?

It Isn't new or original,

Its just me

Isn't that good enough?
Jasmine Roper May 2015
Just cry
happy tears
Just cry
but smile while you're at it
Just cry
the funniest tears you've ever let escape your eyes
Just cry
with joy In your head
Just cry
until tears of joy aren't enough
Then
You can smile
All alone
No tears
Just Joy
Jasmine Roper Apr 2015
Pray Just Pray
Pray on It
Pray with It
Pray over It
Pray about It
Pray without It
Pray along Its side
Pray Just Pray
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