Jamie

Jamie Oct 2015

Not OK

Everyday I wake up,
I feel alone,
To my friends who love me,
I fake my smiles and pretend I'm fine,
No one sees the tears I hide inside.

#alone #fake #fakesmiles

Jamie Oct 2015

Kiss

If with one kiss,
You can feel the pain,
This year has given me,
I will forgive you for everything.

#kiss #pain #year #forgive

Jamie Oct 2015

Sleep

Only there are we together,
And only there,
Is the place,
Where you really care.

#love #sleep #dreams #together #care

Jamie Sep 2015

Down

I can't believe where I am,
Having to force myself to look up,
I feel like everyone is above me,
And that I'm not worth anybody's time.

I spent a week being angry at world,
Thinking if the world is treating me this way,
I will treat the world that way too,
But today I'm exhausted.

I don't have any fight,
Work has taken me to Amsterdam,
All the fun that could be had,
But I just want to cry.

Today is a bad day

#depressed #down #notmyself

Jamie Sep 2015

Imaginary World

I used to spend my life day dreaming,
But this built high expectations,
I think it's because I normally,
Have a positive outlook on life.

What this has taught me is,
I have wasted too much time,
Dreaming of something that,
Will never come true

#day #dreaming #imaginary

Jamie Sep 2015

For Once

I wish for once,
This would be different,
Nothing has changed,
Maybe I should be patient,
But I've waited 2 years for this,
I can't give you anymore

#once #2years #nothingschanged

Jamie Sep 2015

Forever Waiting

Despite moving to London
With life flying by,
Faster than it ever has,
I know that I am waiting for something,
Something or someone that will make my life worth while.

Expecting, makes my expectations
So much more than it should,
Yet I can't change the way I am,
So I will continue,
Forever waiting for you

#expectations #forever #waiting #someone #something