Next time I fall in love;

I'll be more cautious
And be less precocious
Won't keep my flaws in
Let my tears flow out
Add someone to my world
Instead of making them mine
Sing my lungs out
Won't shut my feelings

Nex time I fall in love;

It won't be with you.

I had some letters,
Written with your small
Handwriting and,
Filled with promising moments.

Now they are somewhere
Where the trash went
Along with our pictures and,
All I thought mattered.

Conversations deleted
Sad songs play on repeat
Avoid your profile
I won't be able
To see you together
I've had enough with,
My ******* imagination

I can't take this any longer
My mind is now a haunting corner
There's no way to avoid it
My thoughts are flooded
With pictues of you
And your new ****** lover.

My tears are stucked
In the ol' realm of
"You really got me ******"
Stopped by anger and despair
Filling my insides
I'm about to explode
My heart is now a shattered
Mountain of drifting dust
All beacuse you couldn't wait
To get your **** ******.

Was it all worth it?
I guess it was
Since "the other"
Has become "the lover"
And the former lover
Now can't stay sober.

I don't care
That's all I'll say
Repeat it enough times
To convince myself
I really don't care
But trust me
This is something I can't bear.

I never thought I would fall in love
Yet I did.
I never thought you would love me
Yet you did.
I never thought I would loose you
Yet I did.
I never thought you would cheat on me
Yet you did.
I never thought I could see you again
Yet I did.

Everything I've never expected has happened.

I always thought I would be the same
Yet I didn't
I always thought I would love you forever
Yet I didn't
I always thought you would keep me safe
Yet you didn't.
I always thought I would fight for love
Yet I didn't.
I always thought you would change
Yet you didn't.

While all  I've hoped for never occured.

I love you
But you are his now
He can feel your lips
Whenever he wants
And all I have is memories.

I want you
But you are his now
Your smiles are dedicated to him
And not a single thought
Is spared towards me.

I love you
But you are his now
He can hear you laugh
And I must let you go