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jas Feb 2018
spin me
like a record
playing me
until you get bored
the needle like words tear into my skin
such a plastic feel
the waves of my voice
drowned by your touch
at the end of the song
I've run out of luck
waiting to get played
once more..
jas Feb 2018
should have been an astronaut
get in a rocket and just take off
this is not my world

im an outsider
searching for my universe
my place is not on earth

cant compare to humans well
though I try
to relate
I just die a little on the inside
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space
the planets and views behind
catches me by surprise
glimpse of my eye
a piece of my life
flashes before me...


to be continued
jas Feb 2018
help me
I must be dreaming
this is not the life I asked for
im not
myself anymore

help me
I cant seem to escape
these nightmares follow me home
and in my sleep

help me
im begging
idk what to do anymore...

so im asking
please
help me
as I take ... my last breath
maybe you'll reach this in time of my death
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I asked for help
but you weren't quick
im at the edge of my steps

I found a way to escape
so thanks
for helping me


- goodbye
suicide is real. reach out to those you care and even those you may never contact with on a daily. life is a struggle and its easier if you have someone to listen. don't disregard the signs. ask for help or be the help.
jas Feb 2018
treasure
your heart marks x
on this map of mine
its been a journey
took long to find

compass
sure led me straight to you
over unbearable nights
I searched the clues

treasure
at the end of this journey
finding you is well deserving
this is feb.5
jas Feb 2018
lately
what's been on my mind
every time
that im high

stuck
with my head in the clouds
aint no way I'm coming down

my faults are what made me
the truth is what gave me
a sense of reality

im high,
doing fine
without you
by my side

and im never coming down

high
like a kite
fireworks on the fourth of July
this time
its all mine

as long as I'm high
day 35/ Feb. 6
jas Feb 2018
enjoying each others presence

shouldn't that be enough?

am I enough?
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