If the reason ain't you,
I'll force myself not to get hurt.
If not you,
I won't hope for us.

Getting cold, can't even move.
It gets difficult for my heart that chooses you.

If we can't be till the end,
I'll stop myself from loving again.
If we can't be together,
I'll prevent myself from loving you.

If it is not you,
Who will cry every morning for you?.
If it is not you,
I'd rather left.

You were an angel by wings, not by halo.
You keep falling, not flying.
You always cry, you never grow.

In the end
Tell me who would
Want to be hurt
Or even bleed
Their whole lives?
And in love,
If it is for you
My dear
I can hurt
Until it hurts the most
Cry a riven
Until I drown first
Lose until
I lose what's in store
And bleed until
I can bleed no more.

End,

Another thought destroying me

I thought
I would never wake up again

and these story starts
I never knew I was up, falling

darkness seems always by my side
But
Light is always me

Although I seem carefree
There's nothing misses you more than me.

What brings me joy?

You,
of course.
Always you.

People say,

"Nothing is impossible"

I do nothing everyday.

I'm not the answer.
I can't even help myself