I love you
if you die
I die
simple as that

a.v.

I'm sorry.

"What?"

I'm sorry I left you,
Not because of me,
Not because of you.
Because I was selfish,
And I didn't listen.

I'm sorry I felt pressured,
Not because of me,
Not because of you.
Because of my friends,
And I chose them over you.

"No, no it's—"

I broke what was already broken!
I let you stumble down a path,
That we tried to climb together.
And we could've gone up together.

Then I made a turn,
And I didn't help you there.
You fell down and broke your bones.
All because of me.

"It's—"

Now I made us both shattered.
With the other parts that can't be found,
I made you this way,
I made myself this way.
This is where I brought you and I.

"I—"

I'm sorry.
I miss you.
I love you.

you told me you love me
you were my world
you knew me
but I don't know the real you
those secrets you've kept
kills me slowly

a.v.

She sitting in her room
lights off her music on full blast
thinking how school today ‘it was horrible”she says
to herself but once she gets home all she wants to do is
be in her room and listen to music without anyone say stuff to her.
she barely likes to go to school where everyone calls her names
brings her down,ignore her but she stills fakes a smile so people won't
ask what's wrong that smile she wears everyday to school hides
a thousand tears but know she at home and she can cry and scream
as loud as she wants. parents never ask her how's she doing
whenever they ask “How was school” she say
“ school it's great” but she knows she's lying but they don't knows what she going through”

When you left me
I couldn't sleep
I stayed up all night
Counting the minutes wasted
These pills arent strong enough

When you left me
I couldn't feel
I tried every way
To stop the numbness
The blade wasnt sharp enough

My world will never be the same
And frankly i dont miss it