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 Aug 2014 Not Patty
DarkDepriment
Oh please don't waist your time
Trying to figure me out
I'm not a puzzle or maze
Just something far more worse
I'm just scared and confused
I want love just as much as much as I despise it
I love it and I hate it
I'm happy but I'm depressed
I'm lonely but I'm surrounded by figments who only love me because of our blood
But we call this life.
I can see it in your eyes
the looks when you're high
the drugs, I know it's there.
i can see what you're doing behind closed doors
I may not be there, but I know.
Sadly, I've always known
well, you're not the only one in pain
and I want you to know
you put me through it too
but like you said,
no one knows what you're going through;
but i do,
I'm still going through it too
and the worst part;
it's because of you.
Nine words

*I want you to be my happily ever after
if i love you
then you're lucky
if i hate you
you're also lucky
because that means that you knew something enough
about me
to cause me to feel either way
Its funny
I just change the way people call me
As a fresh start
A fresh beginning
But it's true it won't change my past
I don't care anymore
Or at least that's what I'm trying
Why didn't you love me? Was I not "good enough"?
 Aug 2014 Not Patty
DarkDepriment
They told me to fall in love with life, nature, the sun and the moon. I didn't listen, I went with my instincts.

I fell in love with you
instead of the sun and moon and I regret nothing.
Always listen to yourself.
 Aug 2014 Not Patty
Creep
One minute you don't reply

I decide that I hate you.
And I kinda do.
You just stuffed my heart
with lies of you're feelings for me
all this time anyways...

Then I figure, nah I still love you.
You will always be in my heart.
You will reply later.
But, I'm just telling myself lies.
Again for u vinnie. Thanx.
It's easy to fall in love with someone. To take your white knuckles off of the rails of stability and let yourself land into someone's arms. You'll fall in love over and over again in one lifetime. But you, you were so different. It wasn't like anything I've felt before. You reminded me of the pale moon because you would shed light during my darkest times and you were always picking me up and dusting me off. In many ways you were my own temporary heaven. But I'm afraid I wasn't your heaven, maybe, maybe I was your hell. My demons scratched on my heart and told me to run away. To break your heart and never look back. And that's exactly what I did.

365 days have past and I'm still afraid to look back.  

-BLD
 Jul 2014 Not Patty
DiamondGirl
We are so meant to share love,life,happiness, heartache
 Jul 2014 Not Patty
DiamondGirl
Feeling unsure and blue-
Yet still in love with you.
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