I'm sorry for last night,
sorry for the words, I know it's not right
to blame you for not being loyal
when it was I who made the betrayal

Today, I reminisce
days I spent with you in bliss
Today, I read your lies,
your words are lies in disguise

I can still remember
as clear as golden amber
when you told me you don't want me gone
you don't want me to go so I did not run

I told you I'm not the one you want and know
I said you won't understand
With power and demand, you whispered low
"Make me understand"

For you said you want me
For you said it will set me free
I told you everything, I gave you my all.
I trusted you, thought nothing would befall

But, love, what happened?
From the whitest white, you blackened
You left as soon as you knew
You said you'll stay but why bid adieu?

You trusted me and I betrayed you
I've been seeing with that point of view
But I trusted you and you betrayed me, too
And now, for now, with you, I'm through.

I am okay
Everything is fine
I am happy
I have nothing to wish for
Except for making these lies true

I am not okay,
Never was and never will be
Everything falls in wrong places
I don't wanna be sad anymore
But I guess dreams were meant for sleeping

A dream, that's what you are
What a wonderful dream you are
You've given me an immense amount
of joy and ecstasy in such a short time

But you disappeared as soon as you happened
I forgot you as soon as I woke up
But it wasn't my intention to forget you
The worst thing is I didn't even know who you are