fish-sama

fish-sama Nov 7

to be loved today.
It slowly kills me
to try and repay
this debt for eternity.

#love #repay #debt

fish-sama Nov 5

Hating                                      happiness is              disgusting.
                         Seeing                           these
yellow flowers                      bloom
vibrantly                                     Sick
breathing in           undeserved air as
laughs                   slap our lungs dry.
I know
Every time I smile
I do
the world
injustice.
I wish                                                                            to
cauterize my lips
shut
black with soot.
I do not deserve this.
Happiness

sometimes I talk to people and laugh a lot, and a few moments later I'm in the bathroom feeling like vomiting.

#happiness #sadness #disgust #hatred #breath #aware

fish-sama Nov 5

dear lady,

imperfect
she's witty
womanly
i love
milady
your calloused fingers, a heart you're
patient    chivalrous, gallant, bold,    alluring
leading        ****** soldier stands     ambitions
critical        honest and cold       amazing
thinking   her dreams     always
smart,   dauntless,  aiming
my dearest with
shotguns as arms.
Responsible     shoulders
my lady           my honey
charming             handsome
black                           -eyed
black                              -faced
        bea                               uty
you                           are,
our                           war
rior,                        rugged
indest                       ructable
gunslinger                   please call her

                                                                                                         milady.

the strongest people I've met are women.
should I make a poem for men?
I don't think any gender is superior

#women #lady #girlpower #feminism #love #mothers

fish-sama Nov 5

cringe-master

I am the ALPHA of cringeverse
My quirks are anime’s curse
I try to hide
My unhinged side
But drowning in cap is not worth it

I don’t read omegaverse
But I am filled with DETERMINATION

#cringe #omegaverse #beyourself #cap

fish-sama Nov 4

rage

snakeskin unpeeling
my composure sagging off
vipers sliver out

#anger #rage #hate #snakes

fish-sama Nov 4

acceptance

love and to be loved
hate and to be hated must
exist together

#love #hate #selfacceptance

fish-sama Nov 3

snap back

Sometimes I snap back to reality
Smell my burning hopes killing me
And I cry when my eyes kiss the smoke
Of dreams and connections and plans I wrote
Suffocating in the fire I stroke
But death is warm and my fear is cold
I'm stuck, sinking into coals alone
Turning fifteen and
I miss my past
A wish won't last
I must keep on
Going running
I must accept
Your expectations
I have no passion
I have no mission
I take no action
Must I go on?
If uphill ends
Then maybe I’ll reach
The top no downs
A high I can keep
I don’t want to fall
I dont want to fade
I’ll give it my all
I’ll never fall
I’ll give it my all
Courage will call
I'll give it my all
I’ll give it…
It’s useless
My body fades and decays
Afraid, inside, anxious
I Stay
I wait and wait
I ask Self-hate to
Let me go
Away
This elastic band it’s my comfort zone
Snaps back around my throat
Let me go

Hey readers! This is a poem about feeling stagnant in one place and all bursts of inspiration fails. It's my own actions that make me fail, which really *****. I hope you all can relate and I love feedback :)

#stagnant #comfortzone #sad #reality #freeverse #assonance #slam

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