Alex....I try not to let you get to me
But thats impossible
I dont even talk to you anymore
But I remember when you talked to me
I remember the friendship we used to kinda have
You weren't such a ***** back then
But I try to forget you and hate you...
But it never seems to work
I cant hate you nor forget you
And im not saying this because I have a thing for you because all of that is gone...
I just wish you'd get out of my head
But look at all the damage you've done....
I don't blame you for everything but I blame you 50% I wish you'd just forget and I would forget because im tried of this game

you say you don't need it...
When I ask for you to stop
Then you say can I smoke it on the weekends
My heart begins to drop

You don't seem to see that it's hurting me
You think it's not a big deal cause it's just spice.
But once you start that drug you never think twice.

She's suffering from depression
Leaving cuts and scars down her body
Having stories to tell
But secrets hidden
She tries to break out of it
But her inner self screams in pain
She knew that she'll never become new but just stay the same.

He's been bullied
Abuse at home
He just simply asked to be left alone

He sits on the bathroom floor with a rope in his hand,
trying to tie a noose in order for him to complete his plan.
He stands on a chair not ready to know what's about to happen

He takes his last breath.. And places the noose around his neck..
He kicks back the chair
And tries not to gasp for air
He's dead and gone but he knew that nobody cared.

Now He's up where he belongs sitting there happy with god

I hope for my best-friend to come back
i miss her smile i miss her laugh i even miss her ****** cat
i miss our good times and our bad times, i even miss...when we came up with bad rhymes, i miss coloring with her and watching Disney movies till we pass out. i just really miss our friendship inside and out.
please come back i miss you kaylapoo..

I feel like if I give him what he wants he'll love me...even if he doesn't  he still does..
But I feel like a party pooper cause im not letting him do drugs...

In the dark
There are demons and creatures
Staring right at you while you're sleeping
Don't open your eyes cause they whispered "no peeking"

Scared to death cause they know what you're thinking.
Hold your breath they say till there is no more.
Death is waiting for you,
You'll be reborn
Stay away from the dark
The creatures are waiting
Don't look now they're here

I always imagine how our lifes would be in the future.
Eating dinner, watching TV
Cuddling in bed or
Even making a DVD ;)

I always think about you and I don't want to stop
God brought us together and too never linger apart
And I promise ill love you with all my heart

I never noticed you
Till you talked to me in class
You were always kind to me
Not wanting a piece of ***

We didn't talk much
But that was okay
You made me laugh almost every
Single day.

I told god that I was done looking for love that it had to come to me
Two days later
There was a miracle in geometry

He asked me to be his girl..
I was shocked and nervous
and didnt know what to say
So I told him I think about it for a day

I gave him my number
And I gave him my answer
Now we been dating for 5 months
And we've been happier than ever

They say love means everything
But it's just a word
Nothing really special
until you feel first

They say it's a wonderful thing
But sadly it brings you nothing but suffering in pain
Love can be a drug....or it can be an addiction
Some people  think that love can even be fiction.
But some are different they fall in love
Even when it's unnoticeable they just have to look up.

When I feel alone or scared at night I want you here with me holding me tight, telling me it will be okay while giving me a kiss goodnight

I want you here to tell me that you love me and you'll never leave me alone

I want you to lay beside me with your body against mine laying your arm around me letting our fingers intertwine

I want you to feel the love
That fills in my heart  
Baby ill love you forever till
death do us part
♡

It doesn't **** you...
But It makes you forgetful & dumb
It can be addicting even when you say it don't.

I can't even talk to you when you're all doped up. It makes me sad that you'd just turn to drugs.

Everytime I think about it my heart starts pounding and I begin to lose train of thought,
A little angel could be growing inside me for 9 months
Im scared but I know you'll be there right beside me
But im too young but I know ill be a good mommy
But hopefully im not pregnant cause i want my baby to have a good life and I dont want it to be an accident

I don't talk much
And when I do I'm quiet.
I don't know anyone here
just me and the silence.

I try to not speak
Not even a sound
And when I try it's like
No one is around.
Just me and the silence
I do declare
Don't let depression beat you cause it's everywhere

They broke my heart
They made me feel like ****
Id like to thank them for breaking me like a tooth pick.

Im glad they broke my heart
Cause I would have never met him
So ill never look back at those times again

I'll be a good mom
With 1 little boy

Cherish and love him
And fill him with joy

I'll be a good loving wife
And make my husband happy

And one day me and him will be a good grandma and pappy.

Im tried of begging
Im tired of being mistreated
I just want to run my life without you being misleaded
Im not a kid
Im 17

Im tired of this life ive been living
Being treated like a kid and not even a human being.
You say you love me...but I believe you hate me.
You keep me locked up
I feel like helpless animal in a cage
Please let me go before I fill with rage

Im tired of you
Im tired of life
Im not a kid anymore
So treat me right

I'll do anything for you
Even if it's crazy things
Cause im crazy for you

I've been shot with an arrow
But not the arrow that kills
An arrow that makes me want to run through flowers and up hills.

I was shot by Cupid
And he made me love stupid
But this love only comes once in a life time.
Someone so perfect and sweet and the man to be.
The one I can tell my secrets too, and cherish beautiful memories with.
Forever&always

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I just wanna turn away and slam the door
Hide inside a box or lay on the floor
I don't feel like I should exist
But I know I'll be missed
I just want my old life back instead of being stuck in this mist

I think about you all the time
You're always on the back of my mind..
You're nothing but a guilty thought

But I can't help but want you to rot
You are only a memory that I regret.
You have been haunting me since the day we first met.

You make me feel disgusting
Much like a *****
I wish there was a way out to this misery but there's no door.